Hurt By Words

Too Nice For Comfort

"Uhm, why are you talking to me, Davion? "

"Ughhhhhhhhhh because I have a mouth.

"OK." Was all I said.

"Why didn't you eat during dinner? "He asked.

"I ate earlier."

"Liar, I know why. "

I was really irritated. I wanted to scream at him but I kept my cool.

"OK." I didn't want to argue with him. I'd probably pay for it later at school. "Mmmmmmmm. Look, I'm sorry for calling you fat. I knew the reason why you didn't want to eat is because of the bullying thing. The other day when I called you fat in the parking lot, I was wrong. I'm sorry."

I started crying. I didn't even realise it until I felt the tears sliding down my face. I wanted to stop crying. I didn't want to look so vulnerable in front of someone that has hurt me or watched me be hurt and do nothing but laugh.

"No, don't cry. Chill. Stop them things from coming out of your eyes." He looks uncomfortable, as if he's never seen a girl cry before.

"Man, wassup with you girls and that crying shit? "

"I'm sorry." I said.

"Nawh, it's not your fault." He smiled.

Wow he looks so cute when he smiles.

"I only look cute when I smile? " He chuckled.

"Oh no, I said that out loud? "

"Yea, you did."

I finished washing the dishes and turned around to head upstairs.

"Where are you going? " Davion asked.

"My room."

"Don't you know it's rude to leave your guest?"

"You're my mom's guest and she's in the living room."

I headed upstairs to my room and turned on my laptop. I got on AvatarMeetMe.com. I chose this website because you don't have to put a picture of yourself up. You just have to choose an avatar. If I had to put a picture up no one would speak to me because of how ugly and fat I am.

I signed in and got three new messages from ThugBoyT.

Every boy thinks they're thug nowadays.

ThugBoyT: Hey!

ThugBoyT: Where you at??? 

ThugBoyT:Girl you better reply. I'm missing you.

I smiled to myself and replied. This boy is the only one that can make me smile like this.

Me: Hey Lol, sorry I was having dinner.

ThugBoyT: Without me? Damn that's deep.

Me: You'll live.

ThugBoyT: Wow, it's like that now? I see you don't care about me anymore.

Me: You know I do Lol. You're such a big baby.

ThugBoyT: I'm your big baby. 

Me: Keep thinking that if you want.

ThugBoyT: Lol I will. It keeps a smile on my face.

Me: You know, for someone that calls themselves "ThugBoyT" you're really a sweetheart. 

ThugBoyT: I'm a sweetheart to you because you're my lil baby and I'm your big baby.

I smiled to myself. I sat there, on my bed, trying to think of what to say next.

"Diany, where's my laptop? I have homework to do." Damion said opening my bedroom door.

"Don't you know how to knock? And alright I'll bring it to your room in a minute. Where's mom guests? "

"They left like five minutes ago and hurry up with my laptop. You got one more minute. You better not be talking to no nigga."

"I'm not, Damion, get out."

"Why you trying to get me out so quickly?"

"Because you're annoying. "

"I'm gonna find out what you're up to on that laptop." He said while leaving and closing the door behind him.

Me: Sorry I took so long. I was talking to my brother.

ThugBoyT: It's all good, ma.

Me: I have to go. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Goodnight.

ThugBoyT: Damn, your going to leave me just like that? We just started talking.

Me: I'm sorry, I'll hit you up early tomorrow.

ThugBoyT: Aight, Goodnight, ma.

Me: Goodnight.