The story of my everyday life

07-07-17

Saturday, 12:35pm

I never knew that someday I would be like this.

I know I am different.

But I don't care.

Day by day, I want to learn how to control my emotions.

How to control myself.

I need to stop pretending like I give a damn about people.

I don't want being center of attraction.

Being called in front of many people.

Being pulled or friend with them.

But what can I do?

This is the way of living.

To complete my dreams…

For them.

I cannot do those if I didn't pretend.

I don't like giving shit to them.

Cause I know they'll assume.

A while ago, there's this guy,

I know he likes me.

Actually not only him.

He make things complicated.

They're the one who assume.

Not me.

That's their fault.

That's what I hate on people.

When they assume,

They'll always put me in the wrong one.

They'll say I am a heartbreaker.

but I don't care.

It's not me who fell,

It's them.

I never asked for love.

I never asked them to assume.

I never give motives to them to assume.

That's their fault. Not me.

It's their loss. Not me.

It's their stupidy. Not me.

People must learn that not everyone is open in this kind of cases.

Cause I don't give a shit in this kind of things.

I cannot write more.

Cause not everything on my mind could say a word.

It still depends on the situation.