The story of my everyday life

07-12-17

Wednesday 10:50 am

Oh shoot! This fvcking infatuated love hits me.

Remember the guy I mentioned here?

I actually see him evryday. Evry hour, every school days.

I hate things that is connected with love.

I know what you're thinking.

That is why I hate living.

I always saw him in school.

Almost everyday.

Hate that feeling when my 'socalledfriend' is more attached to him.

I hate the fact that she's more closer to him.

Hah. He even go to our classroom just to see her.

Whatadamnthing.

I am sitting beside her now.

But she doesn't know that I am typing.

I hate the fact that I hate her.

I hate myself for everything.

I always do.

I intend to be normal.

But that is too boring.

Well maybe they're meant for each other.

Both of them are good on drawing.

Same interest.

While me I only love anime.

A while ago he go to our classroom to call her.

our teacher in Economics thought they are couples.

Hah. Maybe that is true.

If you're thinking that I am jealous,

well a little bit

But I actually feel is

Unsatisfied.

Being unsatisfied because of the things that I am not able to satisfy.

Maybe he saw the satisfiedness in her.

That's why they're now like that.

OKAY.

STOP THIS NON SENSE.

This is just a Infatuated one.

And I don't give a shit about it.

A shit that nobody deserves but the one who's deserving.

Lets cut this crap and finish.

11:18am