Life was shitty when your me this is my life in its tucked up twisted life. My name is melody and in this book your author so kindly writes apparently a good ending or will it..
Freshman year. It's been three years since I was put in the group homes by my mother. She didn't believe me. She wanted to believe that her baby boy was innocent not her daughter. If I was with my biological dad he would believe me. Every girl was from a different background. Some worse then mine. High school was my only escape from the hell hole I was in. I was abused by the girls there and gotten into a lot of fights there. Still I didn't want to go home. If I could even call it that. The beginning of the new school term was throwing a back to school bash. I gotten the ok by my caseworker and had to be put on a ankle bracelet along with the other girls that went to my school. If we weren't there for the van to pic us up by 12 am the would send dogs and squad cars for us.
It was an ok party by the looks of it. Thing was I had a crush on Luke one of the stars on the track team and the quarter back on the football team. he played sports but all the girls that flaunt them selves at him knew he was a.stoner and a bit a trouble mAker. (Luke in the pic in the hat.)
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II had a huge crush on him but to him I was just quite and didn't talk much. I still had trust issues when it came to speaking with other people. I was still being called the mute girl then too. Unless I got angry. And that was usually 24/7 because how scrappy my life has been. I just wanted to have something to be proud of and be happy about. To get my mind off of all the anger and hatred I felt. Loyalty and honesty and charity were the rules I went by when I let someone in my inner circle if that makes sense. I put my long hair in a pony tail and put on my beast camo hat on. I was in dance class and marching band this year so I wanted to let this school know I wasn't some girl to be walked over on. I wanted to show my self I could be confident and happy just dancing being myself on the dance floor.
(Didnt have that video but here's one video of me and my group just being dorks clowning around. I didn't have a lot of energy then and I didn't knowing was being taped but the guys did so some of them didn't dance lol co #snowballs)
