Mayara Lovato (Demi Lovato f.f.)

- Chapter 11

P.O.V. Marissa

I miss my Dems so much! I haven't seen her in 2 months. She is my bestie for many years, if you didn't know. I think I'm gonna visit her.

An hour later I arrived by her house. I knock two times on the front door and Dallas opens the door. Dallas is just like a sister for me to. 'Mar!': Dallas say happily. We hug for a few seconds and I tell Dallas that I'm lokking for Demi. 'Dems is in her room, I think. She locked her door, i don't know why.': Dallas say while walking back to the livingroom. I have a very weird feeling about this. A very weird feeling.

I try to open the door, but it's still locked. 'Demi? It's Mar, let me in.': I say not sure if she will response. It is silent. 'Demi!': I say, raising my voice. Well, she isn't onna open the door, so I'm lucky I have a key.

What I see, is officialy a nightmare. 'DEMI!': I scream which is making her look up. She looks so fragile and broken, again. As fast as I can, I make my way over to her. 'Demi, give me your blade, now.': I say sternly but soft. She don't answer me, so I slowly open her hand and grab the blade out of her hand. I flush the blade in the toilet and I see that Demi begins to cry.

P.O.V. Demi

How could I be so stupid! Why would I do it?

Because your a horrible sister!

Okay, that's true, but five years clean?!

You don't deserve to be clean. You had to cut faster!

I start crying, not only of the fact that my only blade is gone, but also the voices. 

We're currently on the bathroom floor. My head on her shoulder, both crying. 'Demi?': Marissa starts. I simply nod my head and she starts again. 'Why would you do it?': She simply asks me. 'I-i-i can't t-tell.' I promised Mayara to tell nobody. 'It's important for me, I'm not gonna tell everybody else, I promise!': she says. Tears fall down my cheeks as I know she is right. 'It's Mayara.' and with that I break down in tears again. Marissa lift up my chin and looks me in the eye. 'Don't cry sweetie. Try to tell me what happened with May, so I can understand.'

I told her everything about my baby sister. 'It's all my fault May. If I just wasn't so fucked up.': I tell her angry at myself. 'If I just didn't excist, this would never happen.' I say. With every word I was getting more angry and sadder.

'Demi! Stop it! You know better than that.': She says sternly. 'Do I Mar? Do I really?': I say while looking at her. 'Yes you do! Mayara is struggling with the same issues as you, but that isn't your fault, that is the fault of that stupid bullies of her. You're not a horrible sister, because you are always there for her and for everybody. You are the best person in the world, you inspire so many people. Yes you had, a sad past, but that was the past, this is the future. You are 5 years clean! you are doing so great. You are an awesome person and so thinks everybody. You should think that to! Stay strong cause you're a warrior now. I love you, Dems.': She finish. I cry my eyes out.

'You're the best friend and sister I could ever wish for. I will stay strong for y'all. I love you to Mar. I needed that.'

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So, Demi didn't cut and Marissa was there for here. Happily ever after, right? But who knows what happens in the future ;).

- Should Demi be straight or lesbian?

- Should Mayara be straight or lesbian?

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