Mayara Lovato (Demi Lovato f.f.)

- Chapter 16

I heard a very loud noise...

Mayara P.O.V.

"WHY?! Why you do this to me." I scream to my alarm clock. "May shut up. Im trying to sleep." Demi mumbles next to me. "Demi you need to wake up. It's 9am and you have an concert today in England." Marissa says, who was already awake. "WHY?! Why you do this to me." Demi screams and I die from laughing.

Four hours laters everybody is ready for the day. Why we take us so long to take ready? Well maybe because we're girls, duh. 

It's currently 4pm and everybody is getting ready for the concert tonight. I feel kinda alone, cause well i am alone right now. Marissa is the only one doing nothing really, but she is busy with her phone. I decide to go to my own room in the tour bus. Now I can chill.

Ha Ha dumbass.

You can never chill, fatass. we will always be here to keep you busy doing things you deserve.

You know what we mean.

I do know what they mean. With tears in my eyes i try to block out the voices. Marissa made me eat like half an hour ago. So i can still trow it up. 

"help... stop... please..." i quietly scream. I run to my bathroom and sit in front of the toilet. Slowly sticking 2 fingers down my throat. "MAYARA!" Oh shit, that sound like dems. I move my head and look in her eyes. there she is , my sister. I couldn't move. I just started crying.

"May... why you do this to yourself?" "I had to. They were to loud Demi." I finally look in her beuatiful eyes. Mine are probably all red and puffy right now. She pulls me close in a hug. "May i will always be here for you. no matter what. let me help you. let me in May." My sister tells me, all caring. wait, is she crying? "DemDem why you crying? I dont deserve to be cried about." I tell her.

HAHAHAH So true. Fatty.

I put my hands on my ears to block them out. Demi stops me and begin to sing Nightingale softly.

"I love you May. You are so beautifully and wonderfully made. I love you so much. You dont derserve this at all. I will always be here for you."

"I love you to..."

And then i fell asleep in her safe and caring arms.

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wow i updated finally. I'm so sorry i just dont have enough time to update. College is hard for me and because of tha im to busy to update for you guys.

I'm sorry for any grammer mistakes.

I really hope you all enjoy this chapter. :)

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