Mayara Lovato (Demi Lovato f.f.)

- Chapter 9

P.O.V. Mayara

I'm all alone in my room for an hour already. I hear Demi and Dallas talk about me with mom. I can't cry, I'm numb.

You always have us!

Shut up! I don't even know you!

You made us, stupid little fat whore!

That one hurts.

Go cut, cut, cut.

I make my way to the bathroom and grab my blades. I make sure my doors are all locked and start cutting myself. I make around 15 fresh new cuts. 2 deep ones and 13 others. After a minute of looking at them, I start cleaning myself up. I try to make them invisible with make-up, but it isn't working, they are to fresh.

'Demi do you think you can talk to her?': I hear my mom speak up downstairs. I shit, Demi is coming to talk to me right now. I look around in my room and make sure everything is perfectly fine.

'MayMay can we talk, please?': Demi knocks on my door and I open it. 'Sure, what is is Dems?': I say when she sees me. 'Can I come in? This is probably going to be long.': She says with worried all over her face. 

We both sit on my bed and she starts. 'May. Mom, Dallas and I are very worried about you.' I sigh. 'Yes, I know. I heard you guys talking.' I look at my arms and think about everything what just happened. 'Ow. Sorry you heard that, but we really are worried. Why won't you open up. At least talk to me! I know it isn't just your period May.': She says. I look down and tears escape my eyes. Why am I so weak? She lifts up my chin and she tears straming down HER face. I made her cry.

You always do.

They are so annoying. She hugs me tightly. 'Anything you tell to me is okay. I promise you I won't judge you. I did this all to.': She tries to grab my arm and pulls up my sleeve. Wait, Why is she saying that and why does she pull up my sleeve. Omg! 'NO!': I scream and want to pull my arm back. She already have seen them. I begin crying very hard and say sorry hunderds of times. Demi cries to. 'May, Look at me.': she says. I look her in the eyes and sobs escape my mouth. I'm so broken right now.

P.O.V. Demi

I hug my baby sister thighly. 'Anything you tell to me is okay. I promise you I won't judge you. I did this all to.: I say to her. I grab her arm and pull up her sleeve. She don't know I have see it yet. I gasp and start to cry when I see them. Hunderd of cuts. Some are just made. 'NO!': she screams. She begin crying very hard and says sorry hunderds of times. 'May, Look at me.': I say with tears in my eyes. She looks at me and she look so broken! Sobs escape her mouth. 'Everything is gonna be okay. I will help you trough it, I promise.': I say. 'H-how a-am I-I g-going t-to  b-be h-h-happy?': She say sobbing. 'First step of your recovery is telling me how you really feel.': I say. She nods. I know she want to be happy again, but I also know that her voices in her head are screaming to her.

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