The missing page..

You Love Him

Clara's P.O.V

Never in your life make your friends upset, especially if their freaking know how to run at the speed of a cheetah. I was panting like crazy while running behind Jack trying to get his attention. Tyler just followed me not giving a damn about Jack nor bothering to call his name.

"Babe? Are you tired? We can rest you know" he said coming to a halt.

"I... I.. can't" I said panting.

"Jack.. angry.. find" I said trying to gain my breathing back to normal.

Tyler looked like he was angry looking at the state I was in. Why would he be angry though.

"JACK STOP RIGHT NOW" he suddenly screamed. To say I was shocked would be an understatement. I can't deny the fact that I was kind of scared of him after that. What are you thinking Clara? He is just helping you.

Though far away from us, we saw Jack stop and turn around to glare at Tyler. That's it? Its just took one sentence from Tyler to make him stop? Just one freaking sentence? Then why on earth did this jerk made me run for so long then?

"If you could stop him why did u not do it earlier?" I asked narrowing my eyes at him.

"Because I love to see you run?" He more like question.

"You jerk, I am freaking going to kill you" I said taking a step forward towards him. He just raised his hands in surrender.

"What do you want Tyler? Are you not happy enough with what you have already?" Jack asked from distance venom dripping from his voice.

"Oh trust me, I am more than happy" Tyler said smugly.

"You bas.." Jack said but I interrupted him.

"Jack will you please calm down? Tell me what is wrong? Maybe I can help you? Is it because I did not come with u for the walk?" I said and slowly started walking towards him. Soon i reached him and waited for his reponse but none came. I turned around to see Tyler stand where he was looking bored of his mind. I just rolled my eyes.

Knowing that he is not going to reply I continued talking.

"Look Jack I really think it is kiddish of you to get angry just because I did not come for the walk. I mean its not like I am never going to talk to you or leave you forever right? Morever.." I said but before I could continue he interrupted me.

"KIDDISH? You think I acted kiddish? You want to know what made me angry right? The fact that someone else can make you sit on their lap while you eat and you do not question that. The fact the someone else gets to kiss what is MINE. I cannot see Tyler kissing who I am supposed to kiss Clara. I can't." He said angry.

"What? What are you talking about?" I asked confused.

"This" he said and before I could respond he grabbed my waist and kissed me. He kissed me hard. It was not like one of those soft kisses no. This one was a angry kiss. Damn.

I was so shocked that I did not know how to react. Though I did not kiss him back I felt guilty.

I heard someone curse out loud behind me and turned to see Tyler look at me with disappointment and left without another word. GREAT JUST GREAT.

"You love him, don't you?" Jack asked me dejected. He looked sad and it hurt me to see him like that but I could not hide the feelings I had for Tyler. I was not sure if it was love but I sure as hell was attracted towards him. It always felt like I had known him from long time back.

"I.. I.. I am sorry Jack" was all I could say before the tears started poring from my eyes.

"Hey hey shh, please don't cry Clara. I can't see you crying, please?" He said wiping my tears away and hugging me tight. I merely nodded.

"I now know that I have lost any chance that I had with you. I was an idiot for not doing anything of the fact of you having a crush on me earlier though I knew about it" he said chuckling.

"You knew?" I asked embarrassed and angry and started hitting him. He just laughed.

"Yes yes but I am sorry. Shit women you hit hard" he said still laughing making me laugh along.

"There it is. The laugh I soo love" he said smiling making me blush. Suddenly the realisation of the hurt I caused Tyler came in my mind and the smile was swiped of my face.

How can I do this? How can I be so cruel? He is just because of me and I am here laughing with Jack.

"Jack we need to go. We need to tell Tyler and there is nothing between us. He looked so sad. I can't see him like that. Please Jack please" I begged. He just nodded, took my hand and dragged me in the direction Tyler went.

All the while walking I was shit scared as to how would Tyler react. Will he be so angry that he won't ever talk to me? Why do I feel like I broke his trust? WE aren't dating right? I can kiss anyone I want, right? WRONG answered my heart.

I am going to apologies for my mistake. I will even beg if I have to. I cannot see him sad knowing I am the reason. I decided determined but as soon as we went ahead the sight in front of me made me stop dead in my way.

Tyler's P.O.V

Seeing Clara talk with that Jackass while standing so close was really making me furious. So furious that if I even went a step ahead from where I was standing I would punch the daylights out of him.

I was really angry on the fact that the mood change of that idiot affected my baby so much. Would see care equally if I was angry on her? Will I have any special treatment? 'of course not you idiot she does not even like you' my mind said but I just shut him off. She is MINE and I will make her realise that soon enough.

I was too engrossed in my thoughts to realise that she had stopped talking and he was the one replying now. All of a sudden that bastard grabbed her waist and kissed her. KISSED HER? How could he kiss want is MINE? I am going to freaking kill that bastard.

But why isn't my baby struggling? Does she like the kiss? I am not good enough for her? The broke apart panting heavily. My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces. I could not take the site anymore and dashed in some random direction. Even after walking for long I was disappointed not to see her come for me like she did for Jack.

I was too broken to think anything straight right now. Suddenly someone called my name in a very sweet voice. And maybe I got lost into it.