Maybe I Was Wrong

Lets get married

"Allie....will you marry me?" I didn't answer right away instead, I just stared at the pole that was across the street.

"Allie?" is what snapped me out of my trance.

"Look Robby, after all we've been through do you really think that asking me this will just solve everything?" at this point I was getting annoyed.

"Allie I know that we've been through a lot but, I just can't deal with the fact that everything that happened pushed us so far apart."

I sighed not knowing what else to say, I don't even know how I'm thinking at the moment.

"Look Robby I'll call you back later" I knew he tried to talk more but I hung up before he I could say anything else. 

I went back inside to see Kyle upside down on the couch. He must've been laying like that for a while because his face was really red. "kyle, what are you doing?" I guess he didn't hear me come in because he fell flat on his face which made me Iaugh. 

"sorry." was all Kyle managed to say when he recovered from his face plant. "Its ok." was all I managed to say because I was still laughing pretty hard. 

"so what happened?" I had a feeling he was going to ask.

"With what?" hopefully playing dumb would make him drop the Subject. 

"With Robby, I heard you say his name while you were outside so I figured he either came to see you or he decided to call." At this point Kyle was sitting on the couch like a normal human being would but it caught me by surprise by how he came to a conclusion that fast.

I mean I'm not trying to make it seem like a bad thing, usually people would be so oblivious about something and come up with unreasonable conclusions that make no sense to what the actual topic was. Kyle may act like a 5 year old most of the time but when he knows its time to be serious he can be very reasonable like a business man or something. 

I slowly walked towards the couch debating if I should be on the floor or next to Kyle.

"oh uh, its nothing he was just checking up on me that's all." when I finished my sentence I settled on sitting next to Kyle, I mean that's not completely bad right? I mean I was sitting here first if anyone has to move it would be him. 

Once I sat down I noticed that Kyle moved a little closer to me. I didn't move away or anything, at this point I just don't care anymore. So many things are going through my head currently I just don't know where to start fixing any of them.

"Hey Kyle?" I wanna ask him this question only to see what his reaction would be so I know I'm not a crazy person for having the same reaction.

"yeah?" he looked up at me with hope In his eyes. I don't know why but I wanted that look to go away. I just took a deep breath and looked him in the eyes. 

"I know this is beyond random and crazy but.....will you marry me?" I looked at him trying to keep the most straightest face I could ever have. After 2 minutes of just sitting there his eyes started tearing up. Was he thinking of something that's hurting him emotionally? Did my question hurt him in any way? Or did he figure out I asked just to see his reaction and that I don't want to actually marry him? 

"Allie...." 

I think I fucked up. 

*****Authors note*****

I know its been awhile since I updated anything. I'm sorry about that. So many things happened that I would probably make a separate chapter on with only updates since there's a lot. Anyway I hope you can still find this story interesting as I continue it. Thanks for reading stay alive.