Maybe I Was Wrong

Only a life update (you don't have to read this chapter)

hey guys!!!!

I know its been awhile since I've been on here in general. I had the app on my phone but then I delete it for storage reasons. 

So a lot has happened um it's mainly personal reasons its really not major things just small things that happened while I was off. 

The first "major" thing that happened to me was relationship wise. . lets talk about that for a bit. So I met this guy my sophomore year of high school.When I first met him I thought he was this really annoying dude in my class.  He was hitting on my friend and I told her not to go for him because he was a senior at the time.That's where I fucked up. I ended up falling for him despite all the warnings I was given. Long story short, he fucked me over many times while we dated including dating my best friend. But we broke up before that so, I ended up getting back with him after all of that so in total we dated for a year. fun fact: I lost my virginity to him also so im fucking Stupid. 

I tried being friends with him but he was such an asshole I couldn't keep that going. But currently I'm dating someone new who is completely different from my ex, which Is incredible. We've been dating for about 6 months now which is my longest, on going I might add, relationship ive been in. 

Keep in mind I was 16 when I dated my ex and he was 18 so I also fucked up on that as well. I don't think this time is any better since I'm not 17, a junior in high school, and my boyfriend just turned 16 on april 19, a sophomore in high school, and is planning to be a drop out. BUT HES A REALLY GREAT GUY I SWEAR HES GIVEN ME ALL THE LOVE AND CARE IN THE WORLD I PROMISE!!!

Aside from all those issues ive gotten a lip piercing again. This is the second time ive gotten it so I knew what to expect pain and healing wise. Literally it was was just a burning sensation in the area the needle went through. Keep in mind I fucking hate needles and youre probably wondering how I can hate needles if I had gotten a piercing for the 2nd time. I didn't ask for my brain to work that it just happened ok?

Um school has been fine I guess, I mean I practically lost all of my friends for whatever reason and I'm not like sad at any point about it. I mean I hang out with my boyfriend everyday so hes practically my best friend so that's probably why. 

Other than that nothing exciting happened to me, I haven't been an idiot since my ex so, oh I also forgot to mention towards the end of me and my exs relationship I was already friends with my boyfriend at the time and so a week into that friendship we both realized we really liked each other and so I kissed him while still in a relationship at the time..... but I mean my ex fucked multiple people while in a relationship so what I did was nothing. And also the day I broke up with my ex was the same day I got with my current boyfriend so the date in my bio on my insta stands for 2 things. I'm a great person I swear, I only become a bitch if you practically ruin my life.

That's it I guess nothing else at this point. So uh I hope your life isn't as complicated as mine and that its way better for you. If you read this than thanks for wasting your time to read how stupid I am and leave a comment about anything to let me know you did read all of this. 

New chapter of the story coming soon.