Just a Fate -The Beginning-

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'Andrew-san...loves nee-san...'

Usually she would be happy with this kind of development. She would support Andrew and urged her sister to try dating him.

Both people she loves dearly to be together...she should have aim that happiness.

But why..?

Why her chest is hurting so much and she is crying right now?

"Why... I don't get it..."

She feels guilty.

She feels so guilty she couldn't be happy when she overheard Andrew confessing to her sister.

She feels so guilty because her sister might feel guilty because Andrew liked her when the older knew the she fell for him.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

Knowing her own complete mess, she ran away from the orphanage but leaving a text to her sister as she lied saying there was an emergency in daycare.

Then she feels another guilt knowing she had to lie to her sister even though she will notice her mood down by next time they meet.

"I... I'm the worst..."

She despises her own true feelings for being unhappy more than anything.

This love for Andrew... is it making her like this? Is it making the situation where she usually would be grateful into unhappy?

No.

She shouldn't blame him! He doesn't do anything wrong!

What the hell she was thinking about?!

Her sister might be a tomboy but she knew many people are charmed by her. It's natural for Andrew to be charmed by her!

Her sister is so attractive...she always envy her strong will and bluntness...unlike her who is more passive than her. She couldn't be as strong as her sister...

...?! Now she's envying her sister?!

Of course it's natural for her to envy her splendid sister but she never feels so bitter about it.

"...NO!"

She needs to stop herself.

She can't let her negative thoughts roaming in her mind.

When she finally reached her own apartment, she quickly covered herself with a blanket and fell to bed.

"Ugh..."

She never thought she will cry.

She never thought it will hurt so much.

She prayed to the God to make her fall asleep as soon as possible so she can feel better in the next morning.

As if the God's answered her wish, she fell asleep quickly.

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Vanessa woke up in the morning feeling blank.

She feels as if her being depressed yesterday was just a dream.

But when she checked her phone, she gained her sense back and panicked.

"Miscalls and a text from nee-san..."