Mindless ( A Larry Stylinson Fanfic) boyxboy

Chapter 5

before you read this chapter go listen to Give Me Love by Ed sheeran or else it will not be as cute and you'll have the song in mind while reading ...link next to the story below >>

Chapter 5

''Give me love like never before,

'Cause lately I've been craving more

And it's been a while but i still feel the same,

Maybe I should let you go

You know I'll fight my corner

And that tonight I'll call ya,

After my blood, is drowning in alcohol

No I just wanna hold ya,

Give a little time to me,

we'll burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

my oh my give me love.''

My breath caught in my throat and I gulped as I was reading those same words over and over again. My vision became blurry but the words kept dancing in my head.

Give me love like never before,

I could recognize his writting everywhere,it was slanting but steady. Those simple words ,written in the middle of the paper ,almost teasing me. Simple sentences that meant so much. My hands were hurting by the grip that I had on the paper , almost desperate . But I could not let go.

No I just wanna hold ya,

My head felt like it was about to explode with the mix of confusion and other feelings that I couldn't have a hold on. Each word hit me and made my heart skip a beat.

All I want is the taste that your lips allow

I don't know how long I sat there , fixing this paper, thoughts overwhelming me.

Again.

I couldn't help but replay it in my head.Every single world soaked in my mind.

I knew where those words came from.

That moment.

I thought he forgot.

He didn't

And I remember it like it was yesterday...

A few months ago , in London.

The lads and I were rushing to the safety of the music studio. The mix of rain ,snow and cold wind was violently striking our faces as we ran indoors. It was really shit weather by this time of the month. My birthday was in a few days and the excitement of Christmas time was already established. Ornaments, decorations , garlands and little small figurines of Christmas characters were hanging around the city and the Christmas lights hung on street lamps made the whole day more joyful and exuberant despite the gray weather. I was actually more excited than ever for Christmas this year. It's been a while that the lads and I didn't visit our families and I can't wait to go back to Doncaster. We've been away for promo, tours and singing for at least 4 months. I have no shame admitting it , even though  I text and call her most of the time , I miss my mum. I've always been a mama boy. And I can't deny that I miss messing around with my sisters. Still two more days before seeing them.

Liam held the door open and elbowed me to move in faster. The snowstorm was intense. Feeling the heat again around me , I sighed of relief as I shook my head to get rid of the water from the melted flakes. I felt someone taking off my coat and turned around to see a smiling Harry helping me.