I breathe on the glass of the foggy window, listening to my older brother go on about how this was a "New Start" for us.
My tired eyes fixed on my phone. The light shined in my face as I flipped through my music.
I flipped back to the home screen, staring at the photo of Me, Kody, My Mom, and our dog Romeo. A tear ran down my cheek, at the thought of my Mom.
It has been almost 8 months since she had been taken away from us, by that asshole we called a step dad.
"Thomas...?" Kody mumbled.
I quickly wiped the tears from my face. "Yes...?" Trying my hardest not to look up.
"It's okay, I know you miss her. I miss her too." I could feel his eyes were fixed on me.
"I'm-m fine..." I choked on my word's.
I knew they weren't true.
I would never be fine. Everyday I wake up to a constant reminder, that my whole world had been ripped out of my hand's.
The feeling of the car coming to a stop, shook me from my thoughts.
"You're here, do you want me to walk you in?" My brother asked softly.
I focused on the enormous highschool "N-no..I'll be fine." Slightly smiling I opened the car door.
Stepping into the cold air and snow.
Utah was colder than I thought it would be.
I grabbed my bag from the back seat. "I love you." I told my brother, then shut the door.
Greeted by two large doors and the sound of screaming, laughing, and chatter.
I took a deep breath "You got this, you can do this, I promise." I pulled on my sweater and took another breath.
Before pushing open the door.
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Suicidal Thoughts
Fiksi Remaja"Have you ever watched someone you love slowly slip away? You watch someone so perfect...go completely off their rocker. Have you ever looked them in the eyes and watch invisible tears stream down their pale cheeks? I didn't think so, that's why we...
