Coincidental (A Anthony Trujillo fanfic)

Trying again

Riley's (pov)

I was sitting in the front seat of the Uber contemplating about everything that went on. for one Me and Erika got in a fight, I went back to drinking my feelings away, Kade gets to come home tomorrow, I like Anthony but im still scared to try anything, And im about to try something I never thought I would try again. All in all today has been crazy. 

The uber stops on the side of the road just outside were I was told to meet Hunter. I get out and grab my cloths and phone. I was gonna try to change and look semi presentable but i guess its not an option now. I Head toward the entrance and knock waiting for him to open the door. 

He soon does he looks a lot different than when a last saw him, but i guess you can change a lot in 3 years. He most definitely dyed his hair a lighter brown, and he dressed a lot differently but look who's talking I look like absolute  garbage and probably smell just like that too. 

"Hey, why don't we head in side and ill get everything set up" He said. 

"okay" I simply responded. 

I never thought I would do this Again, I promised myself three years ago that I wouldn't try this again because the thought scared me. But ive been breaking all my promises I've made lately so whats wrong with breaking one more right?

"its all set up you ready" He asked. 

"as ready as ill ever be I guess" I said softly. 

"Riley, you seem different... and not really in a good way. Is everything okay" He asked concerned.

"No, everything's not okay.. Can we just get this out of the way then ill tell you what the hell has gone on in my life lately" 

"yea, sure.. just go through there and everything's already set up for you" he said. 

I made my way through the door. All the memories of last time admittedly coming back. 

"Riley, I know you second guessing yourself but just remember you make the final decision" Hunter said making me jump. 

"I know.... sorry i'll just start now" 

I took a deep breath and adjusted my sleeves pulling them down. I then adjusted the mic stand to fit my height. I took another deep breath before starting. (the song is a song a made up on the spot so it might not be very good so sorry...) 

Are bond was so strong, till a boy I once loved came and changed it all,
he tore us apart, and that was just the start.

To be honest each of us fueled the flame, poring gasoline to fuel the fire of this fight,
but now I desire to be remembered by you. 
I wish you knew the truth about my bad habit.

And Anthony its true I do like you, But my heart is broken,
and my mind has spoken so many different lines,
I just have to decide which one I wish to rely on.

I never knew this fight would almost end your life,
I never knew this fight.. would take me back to giving my singing carer another chance in the light,
But that still doesn't make this right, there some nights my thoughts take over.
and just cant help but let my tears pore over the ground. 

I thought i liked the sound of silence, but i don't like it when all I can hear are sirens, And I'm sorry Erika for an the pain I put you through, and all the cover-ups I made you do,but now I know our friendships true... I just wish I that would be remember, when he said he didn't know who I was it felt like my heart was being dismembered, and yes I know my rhymes ain't cleaver, but I try even when I'm down to not frown.