Coincidental (A Anthony Trujillo fanfic)

Im falling deeply in love with you

A/n FIRST thing i wanna say is im deeply sorry i kept you all waiting for a new chapter ive been down lately and i didn't feel like i would put out good writing during that time but im back now!

Rileys (pov)

Im driving back to my apartment right now im still steaming from that incident with my dad. All the terrible memories of what he used to do to me is clouding my mind. The hatred i have for him is so deep I cant think of any word deep enough to describe it. all those things i said turning that argument i meant. Im supposed to be happy and having a good time with Anthony but he ruined the mood. its taking me a lot not to let all my anger out when im driving. Ive gotten better at dealing with my emotions as ive grown up. I sucked at dealing with my emotions when i was younger i would scream or punch walls when i was younger, And afterwards id feel like a monster. No Riley stop letting it affect you. but... 

"Riley" Anthony said in a questioning tone interrupting my thoughts. Probably for the better

"Yes" I reply keeping my eyes on the road. 

"you okay" he questions. 

"I dont wanna talk about that right now Anthony" 

"okay"

"sorry" I sigh

"what are you sorry for" he asks

"im sorry that you had to see me angry i wanted to keep you from seeing that side of me" i replied

"Riley we all get angry sometimes and you should feel the need to hide stuff from me your perfect in every way and i love you no matter what" He replied making my heart flutter.

"thanks" I reply.

.....

"Riley" he said interrupting our silence.

"yes" I reply

"you can always talk to me you know, about anything" 

"I know tony and i appreciate that" I responded as i pulled in getting out of the care and heading inside Anthony following behind me.

"i get inside and go straight to the bedroom" Anthony still following me. I sit down on the edge of the bed and put my head it my hands and rub my face and let out a big sigh. I feel the bed dip beside me and then a hand rub my  back softly. 

"Anthony" I said weakly 

"yes" 

"Never mind" I responded

"No Riley continue im here for you" 

"My-m d-dad" thats all i got out before i starting crying heavily.

"shh, its okay" Anthony said embracing me into a hug. 

"M-my d-dad... he u-used to... b-beat m-me" I got out while crying.

"he did what to you" He said raising his voice a little probably hoping what he just heard wasn't true.

"A-Anthony i know y-you heard w-what i said" 

"Riley im so sorry" He said in a comforting voice.

"t-thats not a-all he a-also...... h-he raped m-me" at this point i was over the edge.

"Riley i promise i wont let him every touch you again, im sorry i wasn't they're beside you when he came up to you today"

"i-its n-not your fault... T-tony..."

"Riley I love you so much" he says... which caught me off guard maybe i should open up to him more hes definitely not like my ex. 

"A-Athony... I-I  L-L-Love you A-Alot T-to..." I blushed.

~5 hours later~

I woke up from my sleep, and my mind instantly want to fill up with thoughts. 

I think im falling deeply in love with Anthony... but i can't lie and say im not scared ill get hurt again. But Anthony's different.. I mean he is isn't he? Its so weird to think back on how i first came to LA I feel like this was a coincidental that i got found on YouTube and got asked to join team ten and that im dating Anthony. Was this all meant to be? or was it all a coincidence? I cant tell.... Does Anthony really love me? Do I deeply love Anthony? I think I do...no i do right... no its to early to get attached to him Riley. 

My thoughts went on for that for hours until i finally went back to sleep.

{what is love? am I Riley speiser in love with Anthony Trujillo? } 

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