First Love

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-Yani's POV-

"I'm breaking up with you." Those words. Did those words just come out of his mouth? Did he just say that? Did he just break his promise? No he can't. He must be joking. I swear. This can't be happening.

"W-what?" I wanted to make sure. But I didin't want to know the answer.  I was just thinking that he was joking. Not to mention the fact that he loves joking around. 

"Yanni, hindi tayo pwede." There. He said it. He said the word that He promised he would never say.

"A-ano? Jake, wag kang makipagbiro sa akin. Please." I tried to keep my tears from falling. He wasn't looking at me. He was looking at the ground. 

"Yanni, please. Hindi ako nakikipagbiruan." I can't take this anymore. The only person I loved, is leaving me. I can't believe I was stupid enough to gamble my feelings for him. . .My parents didn't even know.

"So eto na pala ang dulo ng forever mo? Ano pala yung mga sinasabi mo na tayo sa huli? Mga biro lang ba yun? Ha?" I was already shouting at him. He promised me that he's going to marry me. And now? now he's breaking up with me? What is this?!

"Yanni..." he tried to hold my arm. But I pushed him. I pushed him because I know he's going to find a way for me to calm down. That's what he always does. 

"HUWAG MO AKONG PIGILAN JAKE! EVERYNIGHT I WOULD DREAM OF US, I WOULD DREAM OF US IN A CHAPEL.PERO MGA BIRO MO LANG PALA YUN. HAHA." I forced a laugh. I was trying hard not to cry. 

"Yanni, I'm sorry." My tears betrayed me.

"Sorry? SORRY? WHAT CAN A SORRY GET ME JAKE? WILL IT BRING US BACK TOGETHER? HA? SABIHIN MO SAAKIN JAKE. PAGMAG SOSORRY KA, MAGIGING TAYO ULET?" I was already punching his chest. He wasn't moving. This can't be happening. I love you, Jake. You can't leave me. You just can't. Please. At one point, he started grabbing my hands.

"Ang sakit Jake. Ang sakit sakit." He was hugging me. His hug, Instead of feeling happiness. I felt sorrow, this is probably our last hug.

"Shh." he was trying to make me stop crying. But my tears would keep flowing. He doesn't understand! HE CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME. 

"Let go of me!" I pushed him again. He's just standing there now. Emotionless. He wasn't looking at me. This is useless...If he doesn't want me anymore. Then be it.

 I gave out a sigh. This is probably going to be our last conversation. I just might as well thank him. 

"Thanks for everything Jake. Thanks for keeping me happy when we were still together. Thanks for loving me. Thanks for bringing me up when I was down. I'll never forget you. That was the best relationship I've ever had." I smiled, despite the fact that my tears were still flowing.

"Yanni, I sti--" I didn't want to listen to him. All I wanted to do right now is go home, and lock myself in the bed room.

"Goodbye Jake." I went near him and kissed him on the cheek. He didn't speak. 

I walked home. I crossed the roads, not even caring if I would get hit or not. I'm probably dead inside. What's the use? My parents fight. I barely have friends. and the only person that was there, was Jake. But what about it? He's gone anyways.

I crossed the roads safely though, how unlucky am I? The time I wanna die, nobody wants to kill me. 

I'm infront of our door now. I made sure to wipe my tears. I don't feel like talking right now.

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