When Will I Find My Mate?

Chapter One

~The Threat~

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This story is about abuse and self-harm. If you go through self-harm, please know that I am hear to listen and I care. I go through the same thing and writing is my escape. Any spelling mistakes, please let me know :3

Idol's POV

I woke up to my mom's screaming. "Idol! Get your worthless ass down here! Now!" My name is Idol. I'm seventeen with dark brown hair and dark brown eyes. I'm 5'8 and a little heavyset. I also wear glasses and to top it off, I'm a werewolf.

"Whatcha need Mother?" I said with a forced smile. Just be calm and always be prepared for the pain, I tell myself.

"Don't get smart with me, you little bitch," she screamed and slapped me simultaneously. I landed on the floor with tears in my eyes.

"I wasn't being smart with you, Mother. I'm hear to get you whatever you want, whenever you want."

"I should've aborted you because I knew you'd be a worthless piece of shit. Your father was the only one to want a daughter. Now go get me food and a glass of wine and if you dawdle, I will hurt you," she ordered.

"Of course, Mother. I will have that right away." I walked into the kitchen and decided to make Dorito Chicken. As I got that in the oven, I fished out an apple and ate it because my stomach was trying to eat me. I filled a wine glass with the best wine in our house and set it on a serving tray.

As soon as as the food beep from the oven, I took it out and put a heaping amount on Mother's plate. I put it on the serving tray and walked up the stairs to her room. I knocked and said food is ready.

After I brought Mother her food she just told me to leave. I went to my room and laid on my bed thinking about how school is going to be since I'm now able to find my mate.

I hope we find him Idol. My wolf, Alex said hopefully.

So do I, Alex. I just want to get away from the bitch forever.

We will. I promise that we will.

"Idol! Clean up now!" Mother yelled.

"Yes Mother." I went into her room and grabbed the serving tray and left to clean up the dishes from her dinner. I put the leftover Dorito Chicken in the fridge for myself tomorrow whenever Mother was passed out or out of the house.

When I was done with that I went up to my bathroom, got my favorite razor (which was the sharpest) and made cuts up and down my arm from Mother's words that she said today. How could she not want her own flesh and blood? Besides, it was my fault my dad was dead. If I wasn't in the forest then he would still be alive.

****Flashback****

It was sunny and midday. I got tired of being in the house so I went into the forest to chase animals and butterflies. I was so caught up in chasing the little white rabbit that I never even noticed rustling behind me. That's when I heard it. The growl of a rogue.

I yelped and spun around so fast that I twisted my ankle. I cried and screamed for my daddy. About five minutes later my daddy's big red wolf skid to a stop in front of me. I whimpered, "Daddy!"

Daddy looked back at me and saw my ankle swollen, and that's when the rogue lunged for him. I screamed and got up despite being in pain. Daddy said to me in the mind-link Run baby-girl! Run to the pack house. I promise that I'll be back and be okay. Go! Now!

And I did just that. I ran toward the pack house crying because my heart told me that daddy wasn't going to be okay. Little did I know was that my heart wasn't lying to me. I found mommy with all the women and children and told her what happened. Her face was the scariest thing I'd ever seen; she was beyond mad.

After the battle (that I didn't know was happening at the time) I saw my daddy limping badly towards the pack house. Mommy was out the door in a heartbeat and cradling her mate to her chest.

"Love, tell me what happened," mommy cried.

Daddy looked at her full of love and said, "Our beautiful baby-girl was almost got attacked by one of the rogues. I saved my baby. My love, I am dying. I want you to take good care of my baby-girl. That is my dying wish. I love you both so so much. Never forget that." And with that his eyes turned glossy and my mommy got up turned towards me and beat me in front of the entire pack.

Since that day on, I knew my mommy would never love me again and that I was the cause of my daddy's death.

****End of flashback****

When I looked down at my arm, I knew that I over did it but I didn't care. I cleaned up my arm, changed into pajamas and cried myself to sleep in my bed.

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