Worth Letting Go

Prologue

PROLOGUE

I thought I've lost everything, still I kept hanging on.

Because no matter how hard it would get, I know it would be worth it.

 

Back then, I started to feel doubts. Doubts that we’d still last.

And we started to have gap. Each time our eyes met, I tried to look plain.

Hiding my fears of losing everything.

If it wasn’t for me, if I hadn’t let my guards down, if I hadn’t made that mistake, and if I hadn’t put myself in this situation, would we still be happy like we used to?

 

When everything changes in an instant, life became numb for me.

Siya lang yung naging pag-asa ko.

I felt like letting go, to free us both from this situation, how can life be so cruel? I was just starting to love...

And to end everything, to just let it fly with the wind.

 

But the thought kills me, hindi ko ata kakayaning malayo sa kanya. Okay lang kahit magalit man siya sakin, kahit kamuhian niya ako, I could pretend to be fine when I know I’m not. Even though  it isn’t right...

I’d still hold a grip, and in any moment my heart might break into pieces.

 

Hindi ko kakayaning palayain siya, I don’t want to lose that smile, and I think day by day it's starting to fade. It's obvious. It's obvious that I’m only dreaming, but I’d rather bury myself in agony and sleep with piercing pain just to keep the things we had.

 

Kung sinabi niya lang sanang ayaw na niya, kung sinabi niya lang na di niya na ako mahal, kahit masakit, Ill be the one to let go..

--Naz