It's been a week since that day in the restaurant, and I can tell that the things that mommy said really hurt K. My sisters just let it happen. They actually agreed with mommy when they knew she was wrong.
Flashback
"Have you lost your damn mind, lil girl?" Mommy asked. I can tell she was pissed off by the way she was looking at me. I knew she was holding back from coming across this damn table.
"I haven't lost my mind, mommy. I love K. and there's nothing you can do that'll change my mind." I said. It was true. She couldn't stop what I was feeling.
"This is not how I raised you. I did NOT raise you to be gay. That is nasty as hell. You've been sleeping with this whore! That's why you haven't been around lately." She said with such venom in her voice, but I didn't give a damn. I love K.
"She is NOT a whore, mommy. She's my girlfriend, and last time I checked I was a grown ass woman and I can be with whoever I want. So what if I've been sleeping with her, no one's gonna stop me." I exclaimed.
"You listen to me, lil girl! The last time I checked I was your mother, and you will NOT disrespect me, and the next time you do it, Imma slap the piss outta you. Try me!
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"Well mommy, I guess you're just gonna have to do it then. You disrespected me and my girlfriend." And, since I'm such a disgrace to you then you just lost a daughter." I said as I grabbed K's hand and we left the restaurant.
Flashback over
I had to move my tour dates to a few months because I couldn't go on tour with all of this shit on my mind. After that day at the restaurant, K. decided that we needed a break because of what happened.
She felt like it was her fault that I gave up my family. No matter how many times I explained to her that it was my choice. To say I miss her would be a big understatement. We haven't talked or seen each other since then and I've been miserable.
I've been sulking around the house all week. The only time I've left the living room is when I need to take a shower or get something out of the kitchen. The only thing I would eat is junk food while watching movies. I've watched things like Love Jones, Thin Line Between Love and Hate, Soul Food, and Poetic Justice. Other than that, I haven't did anything or been anywhere.
There was a knock on the door, but I decided to ignore it.
"I know yo ass heard me knockin' on that damn door, Tamar." Toni said as she came into the living room.
"What the hell you want, Toni? Leave me alone!" I said grumpily. "I don't know who the hell you think you talkin' to but I know like hell it ain't me!" Toni said as she sat down.
"Why can't I drown in my misery alone?" I asked as I turned over away from Toni. "Traci told me what happened a week ago, and I needed to come check on you. I tried calling you and texting you, and when you didn't answer, I came over." Toni explained.
"It hurts so bad. I miss her so much. I can't believe mommy would say something like that about her." I sobbed as Toni hugged me.
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"I know it hurts, Tamar and I understand where you're coming from. I know how much you love K. Have you tried to talk to her?" Toni asked.
"I've tried to reach her all week, and she's not picking her phone or answering her text." Tamar explained.
"Keep trying until she does listen. If you love her the way you say you do then you won't give up with trying to get her back." Toni said as I just nodded my head.
Toni's POV
I hate that Tamar is hurting the way she is. I've never seen her like this, not even when she was with Vince. I can really tell she loves and cares about K, and I'm rooting for them because I know Tamar will be happy with K. I'm gonna help get them back together. I have a few things up my sleeve that I know will help Tamar. She helped me when mommy didn't except B, so it's the least I can do. First, I'm gonna start with K.
"Look, I have to run a few errands, but I'll be back to check on you, okay?" I asked as I grabbed my purse and keys.
"Okay." Tamar replied as she grabbed her phone.
"Remember, don't stop trying to get her back, Tamar." I said before I left. I made my way to the studio. I knew that's where K would be because B is producing her next album and that's where he told me he'll be before he left this morning.
"Hey, where's B?" I asked this thotin' ass secretary. I can't stand this hoe.
"In the back but you can't go back there." She said full of attitude.
"And, why the hell not?" I asked, trying to stay calm. I'm really 'bout to kick her monkey ass.
"Cause, I said so, bitch!" She yelled. Did this bitch call me a bitch? And, did she just loud cap me?
"Bitch, I will break yo ass down like a fraction up in this damn place. You don't fucking know me! Cause, I'm Toni fuckin' Braxton, bitch!" I yelled back. This thot don't know me.
"Tia, getcha shit and get tha fuck out!" B, yelled as he came from the back. "But B-" she started to say, but he cut her off. "This tha fifth time ya disrespected my wife. Now, get ya dusty, fishy pussy smellin' ass outta my fuckin' place." He yelled.
Damn that was sexy...
Wait, did he say wife?!?
"Whatchu mean wife tho, bae?" I asked as I pecked him on the lips.
"Girl, ya know ya gon' be wifey. Don't even play, bae." He said as he rubbed my ass.
"Mhmm. Listen I need your help with something." I said seriously.
