dear ex,
the feelings i've had for you haven't went away and i'm really scared. i'm scared of living, even though i have been doing it ok without you. but waking up is getting harder and harder everyday and i'm giving up. i've been with other guys, i tried to forget the hickeys and unforgettable nights but have failed to do so. i'm unable to listen to certain songs that you listened to, or hear your name. when i hear your name, i see the beautiful red rose you gave me for our first month anniversary, but feel the prickly thorns in my heart. you wouldn't expect such a beautiful thing to hurt your heart so much. no matter how hard i've tried to forget you, you won't go away. four months ago, i told myself forgetting you was too hard, so i've been ignoring the thought of you. if this is what loving feels like, i do not want to love anymore, i do not want to even know the thought of love.
YOU ARE READING
She still misses you. {{ -- 3AM thoughts. }}
Poetrythe poems in my story are written by yours truly. the suffering, heartbreak and loneliness lies in this book.
