She still misses you. {{ -- 3AM thoughts. }}

[26] brother

i loved you

not as a lover, or anything of that sort

i loved you as a friend,

as a brother,

you were an asshole

but you were my fucking asshole.

you fucking used me until i wasn't any good.

you made me believe you cared about us,

about our promises.

about our friendship.

you never cared

you never worried

you were simply a shark that ran along with the waves,

and what ever came along you, you'd devour it.

i was that fucking thing you devoured

i am that thing you devoured.