She still misses you. {{ -- 3AM thoughts. }}

[32] counselor.

i'll never forget the day i sat across from my counselor

and she asked me the most simple question.

" do you want to live? "

in my mind, my first reaction was

yes, of course.

but thinking about it more and more

and the older i get

i'm losing myself and the answer.

and tonight

i've made my mind up.

i don't wanna live.