Thoughts and Shit

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OH MY FUCKING GOD

I WANNA CRY AND THROW SOMETHING AT A WALL

So, I went to copy and paste the oneshot for my new fic. I had it ALL selected and ready to copy and then oUT OF THE BLUE MY PHONE GLITCHED AND DELETED THE WHOLE FUCKING THING. And then when I went to discard the changes, and MY PHONE DIED AND WHEN I GOT BACK IT WAS GONE.

ALL FUCKING GONE.

I had worked so, so fucking hard on that, it took me fucking month to write that damn fucking thing.

So, you'll need to give me little more time than I had originally planned to start this new fic. I remember most of the parts, when I re-write it and re-publish it let me know if you remember anything I didn't.

I'm so fucking sorry to all of you, especially you Nyny. I wanna cry so bad right now, I'm so upset and disappointed with myself. I know it wasn't exactly my fault but still. I feel guilty. And you guys shouldn't have to wait! I took a break from writing and when I finally came back, this happens.

I won't be doing any writing tonight, I'm too upset with myself and I don't wanna mess something else up. I'll start tomorrow morning.

I'm sorry.