stalker / joshler

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((trigger warning; cutting, if you are sensitive or do not like this, then...dont read the part. i will put a star * when it starts and when it ends so you know where to start reading again.))

tyler

Once Tyler got inside the school,  He saw Josh and Brendon. He looked at Josh for a few seconds and then decided to go to class. He sat next to Ryan Ross, who said he was not gay but mostly everyone knew he was either in love with Pete Wentz or Brendon Urie.

Tyler would say Brendon.

Some of the class came in the room, filling up the desks, and the only spots left were a seat next to Ryan and a seat in front of Tyler.
Tyler was hoping, that just maybe Josh would sit in front of him, and maybe Ryan would be happy sitting next to Brendon, but nope.

They didn't even come to class.

Tyler sat at his desk thinking what they could be doing.

'Brendon is probably smoking weed or getting laid or making out with some guy he just picked up. Josh is probably in the back of the school listening to music. Maybe.'

Tyler decided on this and started paying attention to the teacher, Mr. Barakat.
But then he had other thoughts and wanted to leave. So, he raised his hand.
"Yes, Tyler?"
"May I go to the restroom?" He asked.
"Yeah, go ahead."
Tyler got up and left the room. He didn't go to the restroom. He simply went outside to the back of the school- and he was correct- Josh was there.

And he was correct about Brendon too.

Tyler quickly left and actually went to the restroom. He went into one of the stalls and locked the door. He felt like crying, but he didn't.
*
There was a certain sharp thing he carried around, one he used for special occasions.
He only had a few cuts on his wrists- not too many.
Tyler was about to make the sixth.
He rolled his sleeve up and the sharp blade went across his arm. Tyler unlocked the door, got out, and washed it off. He hoped no one would notice it in gym class. The other five weren't very new though, but Tyler knew they wouldn't disappear.
Someone has noticed one before, the first cut he made, but that was a long time ago.
That's why Tyler started wearing long sleeves.
*

Tyler left the restroom, and got back into the classroom. Josh and Brendon still weren't here.

Tyler hated Brendon even more.

"Um... someone wanted me to pass this to you." Ryan said, and gave Tyler a piece of paper.

He was already in a bad mood,
what could possibly make it worse?
He read the piece of paper.

"slut."

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ah geez thats sad, man
i hate writing sad fanfictions :)
oh well, we'll suffer together.
the chapters might get longer? i dont know.

well,
bye!