BEAUTIFUL BODIES

The Unwanted

I sink into the abyss called my mind.

I see her, I see her like I see myself, so lost and unwanted.

Having her reach out to me makes me feel like I'm home.

I'm free to be myself,

I'm free to feel the heartbreak that will take over my body once I leave.

But this time I don't want to leave.

I want to feel like I matter,

I want someone to care for me as if each breath I take could be my last.

My legs give out,

I collapse to the ground.

She dangled my sense of reality by a loose string.

I look back up to her soft face,

begging for her help, her forgiveness, for her love,

anything that could persuade the evil to let me stay.

But I couldn't.

Her piercing eyes dig down to the bits and pieces of my soul.

I lay my head down onto my used, cracked hands and scream.

Screaming, for the glimpse of hope that shines through the darkest clouds to get me out of this so called utopia.

Screaming, for all the loss and betrayal that I must go back to.

Screaming to the stars,

that will one day bring me this unwanted girl to my reality.

[Thank you so much for reading this poem!! still a little rusty here and there from not writing for so long, but please comment down below what you think please and don't forget to vote, save, add, whatever you guys do for stories/poems that would be great <3

trying to post more since I have more time on my hands, ok bye love you all!!]