Realization

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I couldn't find a tomboy girl room so I hope this one is tomboyish. It fits Jaelynn's personality really well.

"I am tired of being alone." I said not looking at them. I heard someone sigh and then a pair of arms wrapped around me from behind. I looked over my shoulder to see Louis was the one hugging me. My heart started to speed up and I felt like I was running a fever. The hug didn't last much long before Louis pulled away.

"We are sorry you felt lonely." He said.

"It's fine" I said before turning to face them.

"Zayn, if you ever need someone to talk to we are here for you." Liam said.

"Thanks" I said before checking on Jaelynn. I chuckled when I saw her passed out on the floor.

"We have to go but we will talk to you later." Harry said.

"Okay" I said. Harry, Liam and Niall left the room but Louis stood there looking at me.

"I-" he said but then stopped and bit his lip. I raised an eyebrow in question when he sighed and grabbed my shirt pulling me to him before he kissed me. I was shocked. I thought Louis was straight but apparently I was wrong. Louis pulled away and let got of my shirt before running off. I stood there for what felt like a long time before I realized something. I'm gay and I like Louis.

I sighed before going into the living room and picking up my daughter. I would deal with Louis later but right now is nap time. I headed upstairs and went into her room before laying her down on her bed and tucking her in. I kissed her forehead before heading to my room and changing into sweatpants and a wife beater then climbed into bed and fell asleep. A few hours later I woke up to my door opening and little foot steps walking over to me. I opened my eyes to see Jaelynn standing there looking sleepy. I looked at the clock on my night stand to see that it was eight thirty, we had slept the rest of the day.

"You hungry little one?" I asked. She shook her head and lifted her arms to be picked up. I leaned over and picked her up before laying her on the other side of me. She fell back to sleep as soon as her head hit the pillow. I smiled down at her before pulling the blanket over us and falling asleep. The next morning I was awoken by my phone. I reached over and picked it up.

"Hello" I grumbled.

"Wake up sleepy head I want to meet my granddaughter." Mum's voice said.

"Five more minutes" I mumbled.

"You have fifteen minutes to get up and get ready we are on our way."

"Okay" I said then hung up. I sighed and looked over to my daughter who was awake and sitting up rubbing her eyes. "Good morning little one" I said then kissed her forehead.

"Daddy, me hungry" she said.

"I bet" I said sitting up. "Grandma, Grandpa and your aunts are coming soon so let's get clean up and dressed then we will have grandma make breakfast."

"Me have Grandma, Grandpa and aunts?" She asked.

"Yes, they are so excited to meet you." I said getting out of bed. I picked her up out of my bed and carried her to my bathroom. I set her down and started her bath before undressing her. I put her in the tub before grabbing the shampoo I bought her and started washing her hair. After the bath I quickly grabbed a towel and took her before carrying her to her room. I grabbed a pair of dark blue jeans, a white t-shirt and a pair of her undies

"Daddy can I wear this?" She said pulling a black and white flannel jacket.

"You can wear it with your white t-shirt." I said helping her put her undies on.

"Daddy?"

"Yes little one"

"Do I have a mommy?" I froze and remembered what happened with Louis and the realization after that.

"No sweetheart" I said.

"Otay" she said as I finished getting her dressed. I took her down stairs and sat her in front of the t.v., putting on Beauty and the beast. I went back upstairs to my room and went into my bathroom and took a quick shower. After that I quickly got dressed before grabbing my phone and heading downstairs. I sat down next to Jaelynn and began to think about the man who was stealing my heart. I decided that after my family gets here and we have breakfast I will leave Jaelynn with them and go talk to Louis. I smiled at the thought that in at least a half an hour I would hold him in my arms.

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