It has been 5 months since Bey and Shawn had a normal conversation. Bey has been talking more to Michelle and Kelly so much that they had moved closer to Bey. Jay stayed with his momma in New Jersey, Mia and S.J. had their birthday party at a Party Palace in Brooklyn. Jay came over every 2 weeks to check on Bey and the kids, but Bey never talked to him about each other until this very heart breaking day.
Bey: I am ready to leave.
Jay: Okay, let me get my keys.
Bey: I am not riding with you!
Jay: Why?
Bey: Fine, I would ride with you, but I am not gonna talk.
Jay: Are you talking to me Bey.
Bey: I am talking to Kelly.
Jay: Oh. *disappointed*
Bey: Let’s go to the doctor.
Jay: Okay, let’s go.
Bey and Jay go to the doctor in different cars and when they arrived something came up with Kelly and she had to leave and Bey had to ride home with Jay.
Dr.: Hello Mr. Carter and Ms. Knowels, let’s check on that baby now shall we. * put cream on Bey stomach and checked the baby’s heartbeat, and he didn’t hear anything*
Jay: What is the problem, Doc.
Dr.: Well it seems to me you have had a miscarrige, I am really sorry for you’re loss.
Bey didn’t show any emotion and looked straight at the door. Shawn looked at Bey and he tried to help her up, but she jerked her hand out of his hand and got in his car and didn’t say anything and just stared out the window. When they got to the house Bey walked to the couch and stared at the blank T.V. Jay was about to walk out, until he started to think and he slammed the door and walked towards Beyoncé.
Jay: Bey, can I stay.
Bey didn’t say anything. Jay tried to hold her hand, but yet again she jerked her hand from his.
Jay: Bey, please talk to me.
Bey: What is there to talk about.
Jay: Bey, you are not the only person who lost him.
Bey looked at the blank T.V. Jay grabbed her hand and made sure Bey didn’t jerk her hand back.
Jay: Bey, please let me in! I don’t wanna fight or argue with you please just talk to me please! *crying*
Bey: Shawn we lost a baby! *crying* We lost a baby!
Bey cried in Shawn’s arm and Shawn held her and they both just fel to the floor and Bey cried his arms hitting his chest telling him to leave. Shawn laid his head on her head and cried he looked down at Bey and he kissed her head. Bey looked up at Jay and kissed him back.
Jay: Thank You, for letting me in.
Bey: Shawn.
Jay: Bey, what’s up?
Bey: Shawn I love you, and I have been missing you when you come back to the house, I get so excited that I start to get horny.
Jay: Bey, do you know how long I have been waiting for you to say that! I love you and every time I would go home I would want to drive home and make love to you, but you needed you’re space and I respected that and I would lay in my bed and look at a picture of you and the kids. I haven’t talked to anyone, but the boy’s for five months and I haven’t been out.
Bey: Oh Shawn, why didn’t you fight for me!
Jay: I wanted to and I tried, but you wouldn’t talk to me like you used to and I didn’t know you would stay mad for 5 months.
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Life with Superman
Fanfiction*E D I T I N G* Beyonce Knowles meets Shawn Cater in a club and they hit it off really well and they started to become friends, to lovers, husband and wife. This is a Beyonce and Jay Z love story. *MATURE AND SEXUAL CONTENT*
