Chapter 72-Wasted

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What am I gonna say? I think to myself as I stop at the stop sign at Harry's corner while MKTO plays in my car stereo, but I'm not jamming out like I normally do because of too many thoughts consuming my mind, racking my brain making me want to pull my hair out. 

Am I crazy to think that I could be in love

When it all ends up

It all ends up wasted 

I'd give you my heart but I'd just fuck it up

And we'd end up, we'd end up wasted 

I don't normally go into deep thought with song lyrics, but when these get heard by my ears, I instantly think of my relationship with Harry, and I'm sure he'd think the same if he heard this song. Normally I would block out any thought of him, but I've gotten the space I needed and I still want him. I want him back for good this time. I'm through with pushing people away and ignoring them, giving them the silent treatment. I've focused on me but honestly I just don't think it's possible for me to put myself first. I always want those who I care about to come before me, and that's no longer bothering me.

Harry

Harry

Harry

He's the only thing on my mind, and I'm actually looking forward to seeing him again and putting my life back together. As soon as I pull up to the curb, I rush out and up to his front door, but make sure to make it look like I'm that excited to see him. I'm not that crazy and desperate. The doorbell rings and when Louis' face appears, my happiness is almost ruined, but I spare it by thinking of Harry because he keeps me sane.

"What are you doing here?" Louis asks, almost surprised as I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him.

"I've missed you guys so much!" I mumble into his neck and then let go of him, "where's Harry?"

"He's upstairs, I think. Somewhere in this house, I know-" He begins to answer.

"I don't care. I just need to see him," I rush my words making me sound like a stalker.

"What are you killing him for this time?" He raises a brow at me, obviously thinking Harry did something, which doesn't surprise me because recently the only reason I've been coming here is if I need to kill him.

"He's not dying," I shake my head with the dopiest grin on my face, "I want him back."

"Really?" Louis' face instantly drops at my words.

*~*~*~*~*~*~

"Harry?" I call as I peek my head into his bedroom to see him typing on his laptop, but he doesn't flinch - so he obviously didn't hear me.

I creep into his bedroom and crawl onto the other side of the bed while remaining on the floor. When he glances back down at his laptop's screen, still not realizing I'm here, I slowly get up while closing the lid of his computer. When it gets more than halfway down, I lean in, placing a sweet kiss upon his lips. Instantly, he pulls his ear buds out of his ears and looks at me in utter shock.

"Wh-what are you doing here?" He stutters adorably.

"I love you," I whisper before kissing him again, "and I want you back."

"Really?"

"No," I state in a serious tone, but seconds later burst out laughing, "I'm kidding! Of course I want you back, dumbass."

"But, I thought you hated me?"

"I could never hate you forever. I love you too much to do that."

"Well-" Harry begins, but the sound of the doorbell cuts him off, "I should.......I should get that."

I didn't even need to ask. I knew it was Phoenix. I just nod silently, not meeting his gaze. I hope he realizes I'm not happy about her presence. Does she always have to ruin everything? She never gives me some time alone with Harry. Just as things begin to go right she shows up, ruining the moment. 

Harry hesitantly makes his way out of the room, slow as can be, and doesn't even take a second glance back. I should be stopping him but I don't want to. I think Phoenix will back off a litte once she realizes I'm here before her. 

Slowly following behind, I watch as Harry opens the front door, greeting Phoenix. She gives him a hug and he doesn't even seem happy by her gesture. They begin chatting but it isn't until Harry glances up at me as I'm standing on the stairs that Phoenix notices me. A huge grin appears on her face as she holds out her arms, ready to give me a hug. This girl is way too peppy for my liking...... How did Harry manage to put up with her again?

"So this is the Liz that you've been telling me loads about," she smiles while still holding out her arms, waiting, "I'm Phoenix, but I'm sure you knew that."

"Y-yeah," I awkwardly laugh while pretending to scratch at the back of my neck to distract myself.

"Come here, silly. Let me get a good look at you. I mean, Harry talked about you so much and now it's obvious why, finally getting to see you in person." She sounds like his mom.....

I begin to make my way down the stairs, and then Phoenix begins yelling.

"Hey! Guys! Come here!"

"What's going on?" Harry asks curiously.

"I, actually came here to tell you that I'm moving. My dad wants to spend more time with me so I'm going to live with him down at his army's base and I wanted to get a picture of everyone as a memory, if that's alright."

*Harry's POV*

"Sure," I speak up for everyone.

Turning around, I watch as the boys and their girlfriends gather around in a huddle in the middle of the living room for Phoenix's group picture. I grab Daisy and cradle her in my arms but she begins to get fussy, and that's when I realize she probably needs a diaper change.

"Okay guys, on the count of three," Phoenix smirks with a big ass grin on her face, almost a little too joyous about having us all together, "one........two...........THREE!"

My mouth is covered and hands wrap around me, strangling me to keep me in place as I'm dragged out of the living room. The room begins to spin when I suddenly smell the horrible aroma of some drug on a cloth. My eyes begin to draw closed but not before I look around to see the others in the same situation I am; pinned up against some stranger wearing all black as he's dragging us towards the back door.

What the fuck is happening right now?!?!? What the hell?????

*Wow, so that happened...... What happened exactly? And what's next? Well, you'll just have to find out in Trapped 7! Trapped 7: Been There All Along is the next book in the Trapped series :)

I just want to say a big fat thank you to all my readers, followers, whatever you are :) I mean this is book 6 right here, so you guys are pretty freaking special if you get this many books from this series :) I apologize if there are slow updates or if I say I will update and I don't - I have a life outside of here and sometimes things pop up and get in the way so sorry :( ANYWAY, I love all of you, just know that, and you are all awesome. Thank you for all your votes, means so much :) and I apologize if I don't get a chance to reply to all of your lovely comments. I love reading them - I read and see every single one made, but I don't usually have time to reply to all of them. If you ask a question it will most likely get answered first, because I like to get confusion out of the way ASAP. 

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