if only

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If only I could remember the small details
If only I could remember the things you said
If only I could be me in front of everyone else like I do in front of you
If only I wasn't to scared to hug you then maybe I could've gotten a proper goodbye
If only I was able to flaunt who I am in front of those bullies and make them seem smaller and more of a loser than me
If only I could be me
If only I could stand in front of my crush and not shout something stupid and wave my hands in the air and run away
If only I could say my opinions and not be ridiculed by people who don't understand the things I do
If only
If only

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