Saddness Is The Key To Happiness :,)

CAN'T YOU SEE?

Can't you see?
I'm ill
In the head
The voices won't stop
I'm falling
These voices are telling me something different to then you are
You say I'm beautiful
But I'm not
You say I'm kind
But I'm not
You say I'm perfect
But I'm not

Can't you see?
I'm fake
So very fake
I walk into school with a smile and pretend it's fine
Not like the words that the she said to me hurt me
I do it to make you happy
Because I love you
I pretend that I'm not in the hell hole
In pretend that I'm ok
I smile at the ones who I don't talk to
The ones who don't like me
The teachers
Everyone

Can't you see?
She hates me
She wants to take my place
She wants me gone
She got her wish
She won
I lost
But I love you
And she doesn't

Can't you see?
I'm falling
I'm dying
I'm crying
I'm going insane.
I'm going down a deep hill
And I'm going faster

Can't you see?
You were many of my firsts
First kiss
First boyfriend
First date
First everything
I fell in love like a fool
Blindly
Stupidly
Why did I do That?
It's going to end in pain and heartbreak.
I'm going insane

Can't you see?
My eyes, broken and unhappy
I don't want to eat, get up or breathe
I want to lay here for eternity
I don't want to do anything
I'm ill
I need to rest
I need to be alone
I need to be fixed
But that can't happen.

Can't you see?
I'm broken.

Cant you see?

I was right. it ended in heart break

and now I'm broken even more