Am i good enough for anyone?
Doesnt feel like it
People look down on me
Because i help a disabled girl read and eat
Because i stick up for the people who deserve it
I dont need friends because knowing im making at least one person happy because of my kindness
Im kind because i want to be. Not because i have to be
Most people say "goodie too- shoes" i ignore them
Doesnt mean i feel guilty for something that isnt true
It hurts it really does
I reacently stopped scratching because i tuned them out
Im not afriad to say that i self harmed because i thought that it was what i had to do
You recently left me and i didnt understand why
I do now
Its because im not good enough
Because maybe you dont want little acts of kindness in your life
I would i would want someone to get me little gifts and hug me tight when i cry
Thats not gonna happen
Am i good enough for someone?
I just wanted to say please dont self harm i found out the hard way that it will only get worse if you think its gonna get worse. It will get better. No matter what happens or what people say it isnt the answer. Harming yourself because you think its what you need to its not so dont. Dont get trapped in the spiral like i did. Sorry for that downer but i really want people to understand that cutting and harming ones self is dangerous and it could get worse and worse. I know it feels like it releases pain but in actual fact it makes more pain. You are just numb to feeling it because you dont want to feel it. The pain was what made me stop. The pain suddenly hit me like rock and it made me realise that it isnt the answer. The scars wont ever leave you and you will always be reminded of it. Think about yourself the way you want to be thought about. There opinions dont matter. What ever you are going through right now i advise you to speak to an adult or someone you trust. Find something that makes you feel happy. You are loveable, good-hearted, kind, creative, silly, lovely.. dont listen to the demon side of your head listen to the angel..
I love you all my pork cutlet bowls
~ Beth xx ❤❤
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Saddness Is The Key To Happiness :,)
شِعرThese are original poems that I have come up with. I want you to read them because you are my inspiration. I know the persons most of these are intended for wont see them but a glimmer of hope makes it feel like they will - Love you all my pork cu...
