That perfect was mine.

Chapter 5

I could not really believe I actually made it to my 6th period chemistry, with mr.luis. He's real cool, lucky for me the class was starting a new lab experiment today, so he asked if I would join instead of siting out. Also violet is in this class, he told me I could choose any available lab partner and Violet did not have one so I went with her.

"Hey" she says with a grin, I did not see her at lunch today, she could have been inside, I don't know. Mr.luis is talking about the experiment that we are doing, it's about how to make our own complex glue, paste thing. It's cool, I had done it before in my old school. You have to mix like water and glue and varies chemicals,heat, and mix. And you have a forever hold glue.

"Hey, I thought I wasn't gonna get a class with you." I say relived.

"Yea me too, people are talking about you." She looks form the wall to me but her expression it doesn't seem that serious as her voice dose.

"Like" I raise an eyebrow.

"Like how you were Siting with Seth prior at lunch today." Seth Prior, that's his last name, Prior. was it that really a big deal.

"And...." I say dragging the word.

"The last girl he dated was in middle school, he stays away form dating for the most part, even though he knows every girl in the school, how did you get him to talk to you"

"It's not that big of a deal anyway if his last girlfriend was in middle school or not, who cares. And he came to me. He asked if I needed compony."

"It is a big deal, he's star quarterback on the football team, the Team capital of the wrestling team, and have you seen him, he's perfect."

"He's pretty cute, but why dose it matter if I spoke with him or not" I'm confused he's just like any guy with great athletic skills. At least he's not a player.

" you don't get it, every girl would kill to date him. he's seems like the full package to most girls, you would get so much shit form every girl here if the new girl was seen talking with him again"

"Whatever, it's not like I care about the rest of them anyway. And I don't think we're gonna talk again, but if we do I really wouldn't care less who's watching us talk or who wants him."

"That's your call, it's just your new I don't want you to get shit by people already." She shakes her head, she could be a real friend soon enough she's already watching out for me even though I barely know her.

" I don't even know him, but you know thanks." I smile.

"Anytime" she says smiling back. "Just be carful" she added

"I'll try" that's just a suger-coat to make her as if the conversation was not seem meaningless to me but if really did.

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It's 10 minuets before the end of 8th period, before the end of the day. It couldn't have came sooner. Today I made seem so hard. All the fitting in and jugging. we all do it, some speak there mind, some of them teasing on other people for relief to there pain and some just keep it all inside. I don't get it. There's not much to get when your in high school just a bunch of sadness, and stupidity, and of course people. But today was little higher then sucky I met violet, Noah witch I'm not so sure me and him are even acquaintances but he's cool. And Seth. I didn't see him the rest of the day, I don't know if it was cause I got lost going to every class and never saw him going the actual way to class or if it was cause we really just don't cross paths. Ethier way I'll see him at lunch. Noah was in 3 of my classes and we talked a lot in 7th period but I got to know him better, he only has a dad and a sister. He likes art, and doesn't have a girlfriend. Other than that I learned more of his personality how he's chill and actually gets In trouble but he was like that in first period. He's real funny though. I'm sick of the topic-people. The bell rung and kids few out of mrs. Dorrys class like bats, she screamed "the bell dose not dismiss you I do!" No one listened. I let everyone go out the door before me, it helps to not get trampled. I wasn't the last traveling down the hallway.

I walk around back to the bus loop looking for the bus 569, I walk on the black street looking around, at the bus numbers. All you see are couples making out and friends saying bye, people chasing each other. Madness every where. I feel as if I walked the loop 3 times already, seeing the same people kiss and I give up I walk back to the front where a sign is that points to where your bus is located. There was no 569 on the board. The lady on the right of the sidewalk was holding a wakie-talkie. "Bus 544 has left" she keeps calling out bus numbers. I walk up to her and ask

"Do you know where bus 569 is" looking at her.

"On the road, it has left already" she doesn't even pay attention to me.

"Are you serious." Wow I really missed the bus on the first day, oh great and mom has work. What a good day I walked that loop like 5 times how could I have missed it . It's like one and a half hour walk home maybe even longer, and I would never find my way. Maybe I can catch a bus like one of those public busses.

"Yes honey now move along" whats wrong with all this people...god.

I come out form the back near the bus loop and go toward where violet and I were this morning. I sit on the same step, and pull out my phone and to call my mother. Maybe shes off work and that lady came in instead.

I search mom in the contact file in my phone. I put it up to my ear...

RING......RING......

"Come on mom answer"I whisper, hoping.

RING......"your call has--"

I hung up the phone, and put my hands on my face.I don't want to walk that's gonna take a while. Also just the greatest thing for people to see. The new girl walking home, someone could fallow me or something. Whatever its just a walk.

I get up, start down the steps. There's a gate at the entrance of the school. I'll get there and find the closest bus sign and figure it out form there. I walk past teacher cars, people talking, the cheerleaders are practicing again. They look better now that they have been through a whole day of stupidity, they seem aware now. Actually catching the flyers that risk there lives to do a trick, for one moment of glory. I know the feeling, when I used to be in gymnastics, I used to love all the flipping, handstands, all the craziness that was involved. But I got pulled out cause My mother thought it was dangerous. I really loved it but shit happens.

I cross the street right before the entrance. Walk up just a little more, right in front of me are cars flying by, and I look around trying to find the bus signs. None. Really they have no public buses I'll have to walk some and find the closest one. As I'm getting ready to turn the corner a yellow truck comes up beside me. I don't pay attention much, but then the window comes down.

" Ariel is it, huh?" I turn and look it's Seth. He smiling big.

"I see you found a way to figure it out" I tease. I continue " but I have a bus to find, see you around I guess" I look form him to the cars zooming by.

"Need a ride." He's smile is still perfect, almost to the point where it could melt you.

"Maybe" I look at him and raise an eyebrow and smile.

"Under one condition" he smirks and he has a mischievous look on his face.

"that is" I ask. Crossing my arms.

He smiles "you have to go somewhere with me" he's like questioning me, I don't know. Would it be that bad. It could be fun I don't see anything wrong with it.

"Where too" I smile.