That perfect was mine.

Chapter 8

It's been a month since I have only seen Seth a couple times but not in dates or whatever, just at school .No calls or text, I wonder if it's cause I rejected his kiss but I mean i think it's to early. Like when you show someone affection they think your ready to just jump into something that could hurt real bad at the end and I Ariel am not looking for that now. But there something that makes a big part of me that's dreams, fairy tales,fiction stuff, crazy Hypnotic objects, unheard of things, ideas that have not been attempted, and true love. I dream of it true love, I dream of it all the time how it would be like to know you love someone for them despite there harmatias. I have Dreamt of them just being my everything. Just someone that could finally love me.

I stretch my arms over my pillow, and lean over to grab my glasses on my night stand, I push them far up on my nose to the point where there comfy. The time states 12:56. I let out a sigh and flop back onto my pillow. I sneak my hand around my pillow and under i search for my phone. I look at the screen and up flashes a text from an 865 number.

Noah: Hey it's Noah I got your number from violet, need to talk text me back.

What's there to talk about? I'm confused anyway I respond.

Ariel: Talk?? Well spill it then?

Noah and I have Gotten closer this past month. Since him and violet are my only friends, but they have been sitting with me at lunch. Also it's great cause they were friends before we hung out together. It's weird cause it feels as if we have all been friends since I could remember.

It's about a minuet till he responds back

Noah: That's no way to say good afternoon is it?

Ariel: Telling some one that they need to talk is no way to start a conversation I believe. So talk.

Noah: well now I decided I don't wanna. Na forget it.

Ariel: really that's like the most annoying thing ever you know.

Noah: I guess that it's fun to annoy you anyway, I don't want to text it to you so I'll pick you up. Address??

Ariel: how charming you are!

Noah: wasn't going for charming more like, annoying jerk! Yup that's the one. So your gonna give me your address or not?

Ariel: ya ya, 1056 Melbourne dr.

Noah: be there in 20.

20 minuets? Ugh the struggles. I jump out of bed, run To the bathroom. I brush my teeth and do my makeup quick, I did not put as much as normal. I change from my hideous glasses to my contacts.I do my hair in an half up-half down style. Change into black jeans and an old drummer shirt, and red star converse.

I peek into my mothers room, not just because but my mother has this thing as to where she likes to bring home a guy ussualy for one night stands. I mean i get why its cause even when she dates a guy they just want in her pants so there for her relationships dont last longer then a week or two cause they ditch, so this way the one nighters are a way for her to avoid pain pluse they both benifit from it i guess, but since im so used to it and theres to many guys to remember if they come back for a second round at the rodio i just call them timmy, i get the best rections when there never gonna see my mother again and they try to leave befor she wakes from her hibernation and run into me on the way out i always say "oh hey timmy havent seen you in the while" some ask "what" others just give me looks and that timmy will never return or most likely wont.

There was no guy today just my mom all by herself. "mom im goinging to out with noah" i wisper.

"mhhhm, money in wallet have fun. goodnight" she says so quite its hard to hear.