A Hunter's Daughter (Supernatural Fan Fic)

Chapter 23

Once the fight was over, everything came rushing back to me. All of those people, I killed them. Sam almost died because of me. I almost killed my uncle. I could have killed Dean. If I had failed, they all would have been dead.

"So it's all over?" I asked them as we walked past the bodies. I was starting to forget what had happened. There was so many people on the ground. I know that I had killed a good percentage of them. The axe was still mine, as far as I could tell.

"I think it is." Dean told me as he wrppaed his arm around me. I smiled as we walked out of the building. It was already dark outside. I was looking for William and where he could be.

"Delilah." I heard him say as he ran over to us. I smiled at him and he pulled me into a big hug.

"Don't. I'm all bloody." I told him as I tried to push him away. He laughed and let me push him off of me, but he grabbed my hands and held them.

"I don't care." He told me. Then he leaned forward and caught my lips with his. I was a little surprised, but I relaxed a little and kissed him back.

"We're in front of Dean." I whispered to him as I looked to see that Dean wasn't looking at us.

"I don't care." He said again. He pulled me into him and he kissed me again. He smiled into the kiss as he held me. I put my hand in his hair.

"Don't die on me." He mumbled to me. I smiled as he let me go. I turned and I saw that Sam, Dean, and Castiel were all looking at us. Sam was smilng and Castiel seemed to be a little happy too. I couldn't really tell, but I thought tat he was. Dean seemed to be in a different mood.

"I better not hear that you hurt her." Dean warned William. I knew that those words were basically the talk with him. I knew that they were still frightening to him.

"Don't worry. That will never happen with me." He told Dean.

We all got in the impala, but there was something about Castiel that wasn't any different. I was sure that things would be back to normal, once I had killed the demon. They were supposed to be. tHe monster was supposed to be gone. I was supposed to be better, but I could still feel it in me. I said nothing, on our way back. I didn't want to worry Dean with any of this. It was over and we were supoosed to move on.

Once we got to the motel, we all had to clean up. Castiel was able to just zap himself clean, but we had to do it manually. Sam got the shower first. Dean and I cleaned our faces as we waited. Dean let me have the next one. I was sure it was so that I had enough hot water. I made sure to take a quick shower, so that he could get one himself.

"Sam, I have to ask you something." I told Sam once I knew that Dean was in the shower. He looked at me and smiled a little.

"Was I supposed to loose the thing?" I asked him. I knew that I was revealing that I hadn't lost it. He sighed and closed his eyes.

"No, you weren't. It's with you forever." He told me. I looked at him closely, just to make sure that he wasn't joking with me. He wasn't. I looked at the ground as I felt my heart start to break.

"He told me that I would loose it. I was supposed to loose it." I told Sam quietly.

"I know. He didn't mean to do that to you. He just wanted to give you a reason to fight. We didn't want to see you give up." He tried to explain to me. I didn't care. I fought so hard for nothing. Dean was getting out of the shower, by now. He walked in the room, once he was dressed. 

"You lied to me." I said as I stood up. He looked at me and I saw that he realized what I was talking about. 

"How long did you think it would be until I knew that it wasn't gone? How long did you think I would blindly think that it was gone? Were you just going to let me think that I was going crazy?" I asked dean as I got closer to him. He stood there as I was getting angry at him.