emotional freakouts and other things like that

bad friends

Listening to: Fingers crossed by COIN

Do you ever feel like your caught in the middle of something? My two very good friends dont like each other and I have to listen to the both of them complain about the other, and honestly it makes me feel very awkward. Idk what to do when it happens, cause i never agree with what theyre saying.

Example:

Good friend 1: Dont you hate it when goodfriend2 does this and that?

Me: Not really, I havent thought about it.

Good friend 1: UGH IT ANNOYS ME SO MUCH DOESNT IT ANNOY YOU?

M: no not really

I also have to have conversations like this with both of the ~all the time~:

Good friend 2: You like me better than Good friend 1, right?

Me: hah, I love you both.

Good friend 2: But you do though, right?

Me: As I said; I love you both.

Good friend 2: Okay.. *winks*

Me: hah *awkwardly smiles* *inernally screams*

Yeah thats basically how it goes. Youre probably thinking: "Well theyre not that good friends if they do that." But they are good friends to me, they just dont like each other.

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BY THE WAY I know my problems arent really that big, but I feel like I have to write them down somewhere before I burst open and have a panic attack or something.

Bye