𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 - 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚋𝚢

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Colby's p.o.v
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We both walked into are dorm for the first time. we said goodbye to our parents and friends back home already. I've known Sam since 5th grade and now in we're high school (10th grade it's crazy.) I never thought this friendship would last this long. We're in a dorm because this is a private school.
my mom thought it would be good for me and Sam didn't want me to go alone so he tagged along as well. I'm happy he did.

"Colby what bed do you want to sleep in bro?" Sam asked, his piercing blue eyes looking at mine

"Uh..this one" I said pointing to the one on the left. it looked okay. it was the closest to the window and I liked waking up to the sun, But waking up to Sam is better and looking at the angel when the sun will hit his face it's just ugh
I'm sorry I'm getting carried away with my head and gay thoughts

"Cool, I shall take this one" he says putting his stuff on the Bed then starts to unpack and put stuff in the closet
"Colby? You ok?" Sam asks waving a hand in my face

"Yeah I'm fine just tired that's all" I say and put my bag down.  Sam smiles at himself and the work he did organizing his stuff.
As for me, I'm a slob and don't organize. too much work if you ask me

"Hay dude, do you know when classes start?" Sam asks while sitting on the bed

"Uhh.. I think tomorrow or something I don't know" I say and unpack my own things by just throwing them in random places of the drawer
Sam gives be a look that says 'what the fuck Colby'

"Colby what are you doing!?" He says looking at my blob of random clothes

"What dose it look like Sam? I'm putting my stuff away!" I say knowing exactly what's coming for me

"Colby no, no, no. I'm going to do this for you cause you don't know what organization is!" Sam protests throwing out 'all my hard work.' I love making him annoyed it's just adorable how he get all fussy about how it doesn't look neat
He started putting my shirts in one section then my pants in the other. he is a organization freak, but he's my organization freak and I'm 100% ok with that

I go and lie on my bed and play on my phone I checked the time. It's 7:33pm and it's getting late, but whatever. I check Instagram and stuff, you know the usual stuff your parents get pissed about when you on you phone at the table

"Done" I heard Sam say and he went and grabbed his phone also and came over to my bed to lie next to me. ahh these were the times I lived for sending each other memes back and forth making one an other laugh.
I don't think Sam understands how much he means to me. he knows about my depression and thoughts I've told him everything. And like I mean everything. to my moms weird cat obsession to my thoughts about killing myself. he's always been there for me with my highest and my lowest.  he's never left me and I love him

He doesn't know this but, I call him cute in my head. he just can't know that. he can't know I love him not now I can't tell him just..no

I saw that Sam has turned to his stomach and is now rested his head on his hands it's only 8:12pm now I guess he was just that tired. we did have a long drive here so it makes sense,
But he's just so peaceful I wish I could be as peaceful as Sam can as he sleeps like a little baby.
I know this is wrong, but i can't help myself. I go and kiss his head and cuddle up against him. he's a very soft person and he doesn't care if you cuddle up against him. so hopefully he won't think it's gay or anything. I turn off the lamp that is on by the bed and cuddle up against sam's warm small body
I'll just tell him I did it in my sleep and I didn't realize it happened. yeah that's good, he won't realize.. he hopefully won't

I pulled up the covers on the bed as I did Sam clung on to my body like a panda he's just so pure and gentle
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I stayed up a bit longer up till 1:47Am on my phone trying to keep my eyes open, but sleep started to take its toll on my body and I shut my eyes Sam still on my body and my arm around him.
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(A/N: SOO? What do you think so far I've been working hard and think there'll be about 8 chapters not too sure )