𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 - 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚋𝚢

(6)

everything was muffed I couldn't see I couldn't move

"So what the hell happened to him!?" I heard a voice say but I couldn't make out who.

"Well he overdosed on fluoxetine a pill for depression, he was intoxicated with liquor also" the I'm guessing doctor said and what he said where all facts dumb ones

"Why anti-depressants?" The person who I still didn't know who asked

"Well thats what we need to figure out when he wakes up" he said I heard him step to my bed but what he doesn't know is that I am fully aware of him and the other person in the room

How did I even get here? All I remember was falling asleep I couldn't have just randomly ended up here someone must have taken me

I heard the second person starting to cry why where they crying?

"I did this all my fault I'm a terrible person" the person said.

"None of this is your fault you didn't know this would happen" the doctor said

"But I did I knew! But I didn't try and stop it I was too caught up in my own emotions to
even think twice about him" the now boy cried I heard the door close and the boy walk out.

whoever he was it wasn't his fault he didn't do anything I did this to myself he couldn't be blamed for my actions just cause I'm a complete idiot doesn't mean everyone around me is to blam for my cuts and my depression

I heard the doctor walk out too after the boy I'm guessing then some mumbles between people he said go after him to I'm guessing a nurse

"Hay Colby.." I had no choice but to open my eyes now in this section
I opened my eyes and looked at I'm he was a older man with gray-ish hair

"Why would you do it?" He asked looking me with his eyes sharp pencil in hand

"Cause death seems more inviting then life at the moment doctor" I said blankly

"Did my mom or dad come?" I asked I bet myself 100 dollars they didn't

"No I'm sorry but there was a boy who came " he said

"Sam!?" I said surprised

"He didn't state his name" the doctor said to me

"Colby you'll need to go to group therapy and we will need to keep you hear to make sure your going to be ok" he said I'm to the point of not listening

What if it was Sam dose that mean he cares?well he said he didn't wait did he? I can't remember now.
Wait hold the fuck up group therapy I don't need that I'm fine

"No" I protested I don't need that I'm fine but I'm not but I am

"Why not?" He asked giving me a look

"Cause I'm fine but I'm not fine but I'm fine to the point I don't need help like mental help I'm sane" I said I'm not sane anymore after Sam left but I don't know

"Colby you just tried to kill yourselfe!" He said annoyed

I wasn't taking his shit so I left took my shit and ran out I didn't know what way home was but I can guess so I ran in the way I thought it was

Ok so I tried to die but that doesn't mean I'm crazy and need mental help, hell doesn't  everyone think about death once and a while like what after life is.
Probably not.