I always remember what our first conversation was.
We were drunk at a bar you were talking about your ex boyfriend and I was telling you about my father.
I don't think I've ever talked about my father to anyone before, I never thought anyone would actually listen to me.
I know we were both drunk but for that one conversation it really felt like I could say anything to you, you didn't just me or make me feel stupid.
I miss that.
Just being able to talk about anything that was on my mind, being able to say anything and everything to you.
Sitting at that bar with a glass of whiskey in my hand gave me comfort.
I'm sitting at that same bar right now, by myself, thinking about what I our conversation would be able if you were here this time.
But your not, and I'm alone with a glass of whiskey in my hand, in an attempt to ...
Replace you.
~ Cal
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Recurring ~ Calfreezy fan fic
Fanfiction" you were like a recurring dream I couldn't escape from."