Bonded By The Moon 😍

**Forgive Me Please **

It was pin drop silent inside the car.We on our way to the airport.Suddenly he swerved the car to the right making me bump against the door.

"Oww.."

He continued driving silently towards the west.After battling with my wolf who had no problem being alone with him in the car..i decided to talk.Ignoring Snö who was busy planning his rape by us.

"Where are we going?"

He looked at me briefly before again watching the road

"Somewhere"

He said leaving no space for talking.Sighing i slumped in my seat quietly.After what seemed thirty minutes we reached a secluded place surrounded by trees.He opened the door and motioned me to step out.He grabbed my hand and seemed as astonished as me.Sparks flew and tingles spread throughout my body.As if he is...my mate...

He tugged me forward a clearing.Stopping he dropped on his knees making my eyes widen.Blue eyes stared at me.An alpha was on his knees before me.An alpha never bows before any wolf.Never.It's shows vulnerability and weakness.Yet he was....His blue eyes held pain,sadness,guilt and regret.

"I'm sorry"

Those two words made the walls around my heart crumble.The words i wanted him to say but never expected him to say them.

"Please forgive me..i..i know what i said the other day and I'm sorry..i was afraid ..afraid that i won't be able to protect you...i know I'm not suitable for you..you deserve someone better.. Someone who'll love you and be with you....not some fucked up alpha like me who couldn't protect his mate and pup who can't love himself...you're nothing but the opposite of what i said.....i...wanted you to hate me...to stay away so that you're not hurt....i thought it was the best...I'm an asshole for hurting you yet i can't help but be selfish.I can't help but want you..desire you....Please i....i need you...the pack need you....i need you please forgive me and be with me..please ...you don't have to be with me like that but can you at least forgive me?"

He poured his heart in front of me.Yes i was broken when he denied the bond between us...yes he shattered me....but...he was now beginning to mend me..at least trying....

But i couldn't forgive him...yet...he didn't love himself....that's what he said....how can i trust him not to hurt me...he knows the pain of losing a mate but could i survive if he shattered me again?No.I need time...time to accept....time to forgive and time to love.....

"I can't!"

His eyes widened.

"I can't not yet...i need time....you broke me when i had just started to pick up the broken pieces...i need time to let you mend me...."

Saying this i turned and walked to the car.Knowing that another moment I'll break down.Swallowing my tears and hurt for putting him in pain i sat in the seat.Minutes later he came.His eyes red and puffy.Proof that he cried.My wolf whined and accused me for not easing his pain....and being the cause for it....Sitting in his seat we drove to the airport.Getting out we started walking towards the group when he mindlinked me all of a sudden.

"Even if it'll take you entire lifetime to forgive me and let me in ....I'll forever wait for you.."

He continued walking while i stopped in my tracks.Tears welled up in my eyes but i blinked them away.Putting the mask i usually wear i walked.The alpha and Giovanni looked at me questioningly.I shrugged.Giovanni came and took me to the side.

""Where did you go with him?That too alone!"

He growled at me.Holding me tight.From the corner of my eyes i saw Ricardo clenching his fists and his entire body stiffed.Through my teeth I gritted out

"I had some work with him"

He was about to say something but i beat him to it

"Some personal work"

He held me tighter which made me let out a small whimper.In a matter of seconds he was torn away from me by Ricardo.He punched him in the face.Making him fall.Though Giovanni was an alpha Ricardo had pure alpha blood.His parents were both alphas of different packs.In those times his mother was the strongest alpha and was the daughter of two alphas herself while his father was the second strongest wolf who had one alpha mother and a beat father.

The alpha immediately restrained Giovanni and asked Ricardo to let him go.He merely clutched my hand and pulled me to the jet.