We landed in Las Vegas three hours ago.I have now finished unpacking.Getting in the shower i stripped.
What do i do?
Forgive and accept him!
How?What if he hurts us again?
He won't!
How can you be sure?Will he truly not hurt us?We are not his mate...he may not feel that affected by us!
No!He will never hurt us!He was hurt Nora....he lost what we lost...his mate....he lost what we could never have...his pup...he knows love and he knows love means risks and pain....he was afraid of losing you...us....he was afraid to be hurt and broken....again!
My talk with Snö made me realise that he was hurt and teuly afraid.But did i want to take the chance and love him?Did i want to be with him after what he said?Did i?
My thoughts were cut short by Snö
If you reject him you might love someone else again.A long time from now....But you'll never be able to feel as strongly as you can for him.And I'll never be able to love another
What she said had quite a big impact on me.I knew she was right.He wasn't my mate but what we felt was as strong as the mate pull.....maybe even more...she could never love another neither could i...that's it
I was ready to be brave and follow my heart.It was impulsive and there could be consequences but for once i was going to take the risk because the reward was worth it.I would only get one last chance.I was going accept and forgive him.I was going to be his and make him mine.
With this determination i got in bed.Promising to accept him by the end of tomorrow.
Morning came by quickly.I was scared and nervous.My hands were sweating.My heart racingMy breath coming ragged.Taking courage i went to knock on his door.Checking myself one last time i knocked.
He opened the door.He looked baffled to see me.He wore sweatpants.
And was shirtless.Gulping i said
"Hi"
Yep i was that nervous.He cleared his throat and said
"Hey"
"Uh..can we talk..i mean if you're not busy..you know what we'll talk later!"
I turned to walk when he spun me around said
"No!I mean come in"
He quickly let go of my hand.I entered the room.Ot was similar to mine but a bigger.I turned around and heb looked at me expectantly.
"So..i thought about what you said..i..um..i..."
Damn this was hard.Taking a deep breath i said
"I forgive you and I'm willing to..uh..make whatever between us work"
I said.The last part making gestures in the air.He looked astonished.
"But are you sure i mean you know i hur..."
"I know but I'm willing to give it a chance"
"But shouldn't you take more time"
"What?"
"I mean i told you yesterday and you said you needed time so doesn't that mean you should think properly"
"But I'm sure I've already thought"
"But..."
Anger built in me.He was not happy that i forgave him and agreed about whatever is between us.
"Have you changed your mind?"
"What?NO!of course not i was"
I cut him off.
''You know what?I thought I'll be making you happy but it doesn't seem so.You make it sound like a damn puzzle.I've already made up my mind.I forgive you and want us to start afresh...Together"
He stared at me.I wasn't sure he was breathing.He seemed in a trance.Letting out a frustrated growl i said
"Fuck you!Apparently you're the one who need time not me...so come to me when you're ready"
To be continued.
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Bonded By The Moon 😍
Hombres LoboEleonora Valeria Storm is twenty two and the daughter of the beta of Shining Moon Pack.On the night she was to complete the mating process rogues attacked which caused great loss to the pack as well as to her.She lost the mate whom she had known for...