always been you~emilio martinez

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I woke up to cheering and jake yelling

Tessa barged in my room telling me to get up and go downstairs

I got up and got dressed doing light make up and curling my hair i got dressed wearing this

I sighed turned my camera on and started vlogging

"so today im going out and im taking you guys with me coz im bored and shit like that"

I walked downstairs and into the living room where everyone was surrounding teala dunn

I rolled my eyes and made my way to the front door

"so guys im walking today and im meeting troye at starbucks this is gonna be fun"

When i got inside of starbucks i saw alessia cara who is like a sister to me i ran to her and hugged her

I pointed my camera on
Them and started tearing up

"ok so if u havent watched my video or live i did yesterday​ go watch that and go follow mah boy troye sivan and mah girl alessia cara do it for me anyway mama panda out"

It was about ten a clock when i left starbucks troye and alessia left at like 8 nobody called me but i wasnt expecting anybody to
I sighed payed for my drink and started the long walk home

When i walked in the house teala was still there but she was sitting on emilios lap i ignored the looks i got from everybody and made my way upstairs to change clothes then i walked back downstairs and got on the trampoline with neels

"neels put me down" i whined

He dropped me on my back then he layed next to me and started playing with my hair

"wanna do a live " he asked

I nodded he got his phone out and did his intro fo his live

"hey guys i got nicky here today coz were bored like that" i laughed and started answering there question without thinking

I replied to a question that asked "what happened to nemilio"

I smiled

"honestly guys i dont even know we were good one day then bad the next" i said

Neels started tickling me making me squeak

I answered another question which asked me if i liked being with team ten i didnt know what to say so i decided to be truthful

"you know that feeling you get when u really wanna do something get something or go somewhere and when u finally do get that something or go where you always wanted to go something in you is like this is not what i expected this. is how I feel now just to be honest"

I sighed then got up after neels ended the live

I walked upstairs and started packing my bags

I couldnt stay in this house any longer i didnt feel fit in at all

I heard someone open my bedroom door

"where are u going nic" emilio asked

"i dont know i-" my words got cutoff by Emilio's soft plump lips on mine

I moaned when he started sucking on my neck then he stopped and i felt his warm breathe on my ear

"i love you and if u leave ill forever be in pain"

I watched emilio as he walked out

Even when i could no longer hear his footsteps echoing down the stairs i still stood there burning from his touch

I cant live without him

And he cant live without me

Bam