wake up // sope [completed]

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[song of the chapter: you should be here by Kehlani](its a good ass song please listen)

[Hoseok's POV]

[FLASHBACK]

I had woke up in the middle of the night clenching the blankets, sweat dripping down my forehead. I rolled over and found the other half of the bed empty. I wasn't surprised, but I was still disappointed.

I couldn't fall asleep afterwards, tossing and turning for hours. Eventually, I heard the door open and felt Yoongi crawling into bed next to me. He reeked of booze and perfume.

"Hobi?" He whispered into the darkness. I hesitated, then rolled over. Yoongi's arms snaked around my waist as I rested my head on his chest.

A few silent moments passed by until I noticed his breathing had evened. I checked to see if he was sleeping, an then crawled out of bed and lifted his jeans off the floor, checking inside his pockets.

As I had thought, about four napkins fell into the palm of my hand, each of them containing phone numbers.

I sat on the ground, laying the napkins out and staring at them. Each number was a stab to my heart.

I closed my eyes, fiddling with the ring on my left pointer finger, twisting the warm metal over and over. I eventually stood up, throwing the napkins into the trash.

I don't know why I bothered throwing them away when I knew he would get new numbers anyway.

I laid in bed as soft as I could. I fell asleep facing Yoongi, listening to his breathing, staring at his features, knowing every day that I was losing him more and more.

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It doesn't take the whole song to read this chapter but honestly i love this song and I've had it on repeat for the last two days, such a good song, but I wanted to write this chapter around the mood of the song.

Longer chapters coming up, I need more memories in the story to really get the gist of yoonseok's relationship.

Hope you guys like the song, its probably not everyone's taste but its catchy.

-sam