wake up // sope [completed]

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[Hoseok's POV]

Jaebum.

I had dated him for a brief time, not longer than half a year.

He was the one who took my virginity when I was 16.

He was the one I hooked up with that night, and shockingly, I hadn't regretted it.

It felt like a break from Yoongi; Jaebum, if anyone, knew me more than I knew myself.

He had introduced me to new things, and I knew I would've felt comfortable around him.

The decision to sleep with him wasn't the best, and Yoongi had been furious.

I never understood how Yoongi would get so pissed off at the fact that I had guy friends even when he had a new guy (in the bed I bought) every night.

I think at that point part of me, deep inside my subconscious, started to realize our relationship was coming to an end.

I wasn't as surprised when he didn't come back at all one night.

I wasn't as surprised when he didn't bother to let me know where he was, if he was safe.

I wasn't as surprised when he didn't say I love you.

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Hahahaha it wasn't even a member from bts y'all were like "if its taehyung istg" I was thinking about it, but i figured I'd like to mix some more groups into it;)))))))

Updating more frequently now that its summer and i have more time

-sam