wake up // sope [completed]

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[Song of the chapter: Pills and Potions by a Nicki Minaj]

[Hoseok's POV]

The wind is strong today. I'm sitting on my balcony, bundled in a sweater, warm cup of tea in my hands.

All I can do is stare into the horizon. I can get a clear view of the city from my balcony, and it's always been one of me and Yoongi's favorites about the apartment.

I still think of Yoongi even though it's already been two months with Jimin. Don't get me wrong, I've learned to love Jimin. We've made a connection, and he's precious to me.

We talk a lot. We talk about our families, our dreams, we even talk about our exes. I think talking about Yoongi and Namjoon are both helping us to get over them, while bringing us closer together.

Yoongi hasn't texted in a month. He was still trying to coerce me into a date, but after me leaving him on read several times, he stopped altogether. I saw him walking with another girl last week. It used to feel like my heart was getting ripped out when I saw him with girls, but now, the pain is less. My heart just aches.

I'm angry, and I can't stand it, but I still love him. Even if I don't love him as much as I used to, I will still always love Min Yoongi.

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Probably gonna post a couple chapters today.

There's only a few more chapters left and then the book is done! After it's finished I'm going to go back and edit/revise some stuff so if you get updates it's from that lol

Again since the chapters are shorter in this book it won't take an entire song to read but I still like to put a song there :')

-sam