Never Expected It(Dave East) Sequel

Prayers🙏🏼

This is for everyone who's lost someone close to them or someone they cared deeply about.

I prayed that you guys see or have seen better days. I pray that ya'll lost ones are resting in peace like they deserve to do.

Losing someone close to you is the toughest pain to go through especially when that person is taken from you.

Having your loved one murdered is probably a an even worst  feeling than losing someone to an illness or natural cause.

Yes they both hurt equally because you no longer have that person with you but to have  them literally taken from you by someone else hurts like a Bitch.

You have a million questions on why the person would take them from you or why would someone be so cruel to murder them.

I've lost two people close to me in my life. One to each of those causes.

My first one was my little brother although he was a still born and I never really got to bond with him it still hurts the same because that's my blood man. It's been 16 years since he left and he never got to even take his first breath. I almost lost my mom the day he left as well.  I thank god he didn't take her too. My mother pulled through and is here to curse me out and call my ass crazy and threaten me on sending me to a mental hospital 😭

My second one was one of my bestfriend's, She was murdered last year. Exactly 19 days before her 20th birthday. They shot up her car and took her from me.

I'll never forget that weekend or that day.

As most of y'all know if not all of y'all do I met Herb and Bibby for the first time last year October 8th(Herb's Birthday) in Atlanta. Well that same day right after I left from seeing them i went to the hotel to get my stuff and dipped to the airport to come back to Chicago.

Everything was chill shit my ass was hype asl telling my parents and family how I got to meet my favorite rappers and actually hold a conversation with them man nobody could tell me shit that day.

Well I was tired asf cause I literally got no sleep that week. A couple of hours before I left to Atlanta my ass was at a Drake and Future concert 🤦🏻‍♀️ anyways I ended up falling asleep around 9 which was actually pretty early for me

I wake up around 3-4 in the morning to get a drink of water when I see my phone blown the Fuck up man everyone and they mama blew my phone up. Especially my other bestfriend she literally sent 160 messages telling me how much she loved me and to call her so I wouldn't be alone. At first I didn't know what her ass was talking about.

I was just like this girl crazy🙄 but as I scrolled up i seen she sent me a screenshot of what my other bestfriends family was saying on Facebook (they didn't really know each other like that) I checked the rest of my messages and sure enough they told me that God had called her home that same night. Right when I went to sleep she was taking her last breath

I broke down like a Bitch and cried for the first time in about 2 years.

I've lived in denial for a while. A couple months to be exact. I was like man fuck everyone talking about she about to call my ass right now and tell me that those people tripping and go and tell me about some shit that happened or who our asses was gonna kill because her ass was just as crazy as me. I waited and waited but never got the call

To this day I believe she was set up. Her car was shot up and she died because of a bullet to the shoulder while the passenger survived and only got shot in the leg.

My baby girl didn't deserve to die like that. She had a gat  on her but still got caught lacking.

It's almost a year and no one knows anything about her death.

She was set up and I don't care what nobody says and I will prove it.

If you follow me on Snapchat you will see that I post her often. She was beautiful and her smile was bright. Her teeth were legit white as shit😂

We got in so much trouble in school because teachers hated us together. Shit they hated her because she was a hot head and quick to put the teachers in they place.  But I mean white teachers hated her because they were racist. She was black so you know how that went🙄

they would tell her she wasn't gonna be shit but I knew she had a bright future ahead of her. One she didn't get to see.

I know what y'all went or are going through and all I can say is please remain strong.  It's tough when shit hits home.

So again I send all my prayers to you guys and hope that you see or have seen better days.

Things will get easier I just don't know how long until they do but they will. The hurt won't completely heal but it won't hurt the same.

So please keep everyone in your prayers and pray they see betters days

Also keep praying for my friend Ali man because she's going through it now.

If y'all ever need anyone to talk to feel free to contact me. I'm here!

REST IN PEACE TO ALL OUR FALLEN LOVED ONES MAY THEY CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER US AND REST IN PEACE AND I HOPE THEY KNOW HOW MUCH WE MISS THEM❤️

I LOVE YOU GUYS AND PRAY THAT IF YOU HAVENT WENT THROUGH IT THAT YOU NEVER HAVE TO BECAUSE MAN IT SUCKS