"where did i go wrong? i lost a friend..."
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jack's deleted the photo of grunt and i recently, and we haven't spoken since the date which was two weeks ago. he won't respond to any of my texts, and won't even talk in the groupchat. so currently, i'm on my way to his house. i need to talk to him. this boy has me wrapped around his finger and he doesn't even know it.
rose 🌹
hey, i'm almost at your place. is the door open?dannyboi
uhhhhh yeah, why are you coming here?rose 🌹
i need to talk to jack... he hasn't been responding to me for weeksdannyboi
rose i don't think that's a good idea... now's not a good timerose 🌹
to late, i'm in your drivewaydannyboi
don't say i didn't warn youi step out of my vehicle and walk towards the front door. taking in a deep breath, i open the door and walk inside to find no one in sight. music can be heard from the back yard, so i follow it. i walk out to finding four of the boys and two girls laying around by the pool. daniel runs up to me, trying to turn me in the opposite direction of what was happening. but i was to fast. i stomp towards everyone, most haven't noticed me yet. daniel calls my name out to stop me, causing everyone to look towards me. "where the fuck is jack?" i ask angrily, earning a confused look from both of the girls. zach and corbyn walk towards me, trying to get me to back away. meanwhile, jonah points towards another part of the yard as he had no idea what was going on. as i begin to walk towards where jonah was pointing, three pairs of arms hold me back. "what the fuck are you guys doing?" i ask, laughing as they keep me away. the boys scratch the back of their necks as i sit down on one of the pool chairs. "uhhh rose, this is my girlfriend, christina." corbyn says, putting his arm around a dark haired girl who was very pretty. the girl waved and smiled, me doing the same back. "and uh that's our managers daughter, aspen, over there." zach points to the other girl. we do the same exchange christina and i had done. "okay guys, this has been fun. but i really need to find jack." i say and get up. now all four boys are gathered around me, blocking every area around where jonah had said jack was. "guys, what the hell are you doing?" the voice i haven't heard in a while asks. the boys make a face of defeat and spread apart, making it so jack and i could see eachother. and i saw him. his arm around another girls waist effortlessly. i feel my heart fall to my stomach and the oh-so familiar lump to form in my throat. jacks eyes widen as he sees me, instantly dropping his arm from the girls waist. "rose, wait-" he begins as i begin walking away slowly. i pause and turn to look at him. "what, jack? what the fuck is it?" i ask him angrily. everyone's looking at us now. "can we not do this here?" he whispers. i shake my head no. "no, jack, we can talk about this here. what did you expect me to do when you didn't text me back for two fucking weeks, huh? nothing? just give up? no, jack. god, i'm so stupid." i say as i run my fingers through my hair. jack just looks at his feet. "you're not going to explain yourself? nothing?" i ask. he stays still. "i-i can't, rose, i can't possibly explain. i can't tell you." he says as he looks everywhere except at me. "fuck you, jack robert avery. fuck you all." i yell as i point to everyone, except christina and aspen.
okay guys i won't be updating for a while since i don't have great service right now until sunday. sorry to leave you on a quite sad cliff hanger.
~ sof