The Nerd And Her Dream Boy

Chapter 19-Day 32

This chapter is a bit depressing and graphic. Sorry!

❦ J⃟O⃟R⃟D⃟A⃟N⃟S⃟ P⃟O⃟V⃟ ❦ (Jordan)

Day 32 and I'm starting to notice to difference. My skin is now starting to melt away from itself. I have not eaten well while I have been here. I get a piece of bread and a glass of water every 2 days. I'm literally caked in mud. The floor is cold concrete that has dirty puddles dotted everywhere on the floor. I'm constantly being pushed into them and held there by Ryan or Mark. I also have the odd hickey and brose on me where...well you can guess. In my time from being here, I have been made to feel like dirt and am constantly told it as well.

I thought Ryan loved me, I thought he was that person in my life that made me want to live, Rather than die. I hear him all the time gloating to his friends about how easy it was for him to trick and seduce me. It makes me gag. It makes me want to kill my self right there.

But I cant. I have people to live for. 

I have my brothers. I really need to stay alive so I can be there for them. They would not be able to live on if I died as well.

To take vengeance for my brother and mum. I was there when they killed them. They did it right in front of me. The shock and pain hit me so hard that I fainted at the sight. When I woke up, they were placed on the floor next to me. Jacobs throat had been slit, so the sticky thick lumpy blood was still oozing out. Blinking bake tiers I had then looked over at mum. She had been cut the same. But they had left the dagger in her neck. I yanked out the dagger and pulled myself up slowly. I looked around the room and saw people entering. With the tiers streaming down my crimson cheeks, I ran at tem with the knife. I got the first straight in the heart and the second in the stomach. Someone injected me with something coursing me to fall again.

My friends. I need them as much as they need me. I cant leave them. Especially Juliana. She lost her twin Emily, so I cant leave her to. They are my family, and I wont leave them behind.

The rusted door opened on the other side of the room. I flinched back into the corner and held my knees tight. Three masked men walked in and they all had something different. The first was carrying rope. The second had a knife. And the third was carrying a bed looking thing.  Mark also entered the room behind them.

"Please! Just leave me alone!" I wheezed out. They all chuckled a deep rough laugh.

"You should know by know Jordan that that is not going to work. But you can keep trying." The man with the bed said as he dropped it down on the floor. He started to walk over to me over to me with open arms. His bear like hands came down on me and lifted me up from my place on the floor. I kicked and screamed but no use came from that. He tightened his grip on me until I could no longer form words.

He threw me down on the bed and held me down. The other men and Mark then stated to rope me down.

"Let me go!" I yelled again. I could feel my veins almost popping out of my skin on my head. They laughed again. That's when I realised the fact that I was all tied up now. I tried so hard to move but I couldn't. My wrists, ankles, waist and head were all tied down. I could not move my head to see what was going on, but I could hear the mean unbuckling belts and throwing shirts of that they were wearing. I froze when I realized what was going to happen. The tiers stopped at the shock of it. The thought was killing me on the inside.

The knife snagged on my cloths as they started to rip of my corps like self. The knife cut my skin like butter as it went through my clothing.

By the time it was all of, I was a bloody mess. The rags were on the floor and them men all came around me.

"Don't worry my dear, I know you want this. I'm just giving you what you truly desire. Feel free to ask for more." Mark teased at my head. After that, all help came on top of me.

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They had all left now, and I was once again alone in the room again. And I was left feeling worse than ever. I had been non stop crying for the whole of it and I was still 3 hours after. My everything was damaged. My pride, self-esteem and my purity.

I look around the room again and check everywhere for something sharp. I just had to end this misery. But I couldn't! They had come and removed everything that was shark or harmful. They did this after they saw me trying to do it last time. So instead I used what I did have, a hard wall. I walked over to it and slammed my head into it as hard as I could. Dizziness took over instantly, but I went on. Images of my past flashed over my faces coursing me to leek a few tiers.

I heard the door behind my slam open. Heavy footsteps ran at where I was. The arms of a man grabbed around my waist. 

Could this be it, Could this be Tommy and my brothers finally here to save me?

But my hope washed out as I turned my head. LaTroy was looking down at me with sympathetic eyes. That's when I realised he had injected me. I punched him round the face with the little strength I had. His arms let go of me and I fell back and hit the floor. I was out.

This whole situation happened every single day, For the next 7 and a half months.