Harry potter one shots

Seventeen- Draco x Reader

This was inspired by the song 17 from heathers and to use it was inspired by emokylorio . Picture down below is from a tumblr account called 22iconsday

He was crying. You could hear him but not see him through the mountains of objects that were lost then found.
"I know" you whispered as though speaking any louder would make things worse "I know it seems like the only option but... Draco you can't do it" you walked closer to the sound "can you really live with that gilt forever"
"If I don't he'll kill me, and my parents! You don't know!" He yelled in a fit of rage.
Draco had told you everything, about the plan of killing Albus Dumbldore. He wanted you safe and needed you as far a possible. "I'll hurt you. They'll hurt you! And I could never deal with that not even in the after life y/n! You don't think this hasn't damaged me in anyway". No matter how much he yelled and cried you couldn't stay away from him. He wasn't ok, he was broken.
"Fine, we're damaged. Really damaged, but that does not make us wise. We're not special, we're not different, we don't chose who lives or dies" you spoke ever so softly "we can run Draco, break our wands they'll never find us" you suggested knowing it wasn't that easy. You continued walking towards the sobbing. "Let's be normal, read bad books, sneak a beer, and watch quiditch. We'll bake cauldron cakes or go bowling" you chuckled imaging his confused face for the last remark "don't you want a life with me?" He didn't answer making your heart break a little "can't we be seventeen? That's all I want to do. If you could let me in, I could be good with you" you thought of all the people that left him that have hurt him and you were determined not to be the same "people hurt us" you sighed
"Or they vanish" he finally spoke
"And you're right, it really blows, But we let go"
"Take a deep breath" Draco spoke to himself wiping tears and trying to breathe at a steady pace
"Then we'll buy some summer robes" you smiled at the mere thought "we'll go camping"
"Play some chess" Draco calmed at the idea
"And we'll eat some chilli fires". You turned a corner to see Draco with his knees up to his chest behind a heap of chairs and tables. Seeing you Dracos lips trembled as he was trying to keep his tears up bay. He thought he was dried up from tears but seeing you there, and remembering how much he loves you, how much he didn't want to hurt you, gave him a sudden pain to the chest.
"Maybe ball night" you smiled warmly but your eyes showed pain as you sat next to the blonde boy
"Maybe dancing"
"Don't stop looking in my eyes" you quaked appreciating his grey eyes that shined from tears
"Your eyes" Draco muttered being bewitched but your e/c ones.
"Can't we be seventeen? Is that so hard to do? If you could let me in. I could be good with you. Let us be seventeen, if we've still got the right" you said in unison
"So what's it gonna be? I want to be with you" you promised
"I want to be with"
"Wanna be with you" you bit your lip and nodded "yeh we're damaged"
"Badly damaged" Draco corrected
"But your loves to good to lose" you both whisper holding each other close as if this were your last moment
"Hold me tighter" you said into his jumper as he squeezed your shoulders lightly
"Even closer" he muttered into your hair as he tried to pull you closer, even if he knew it was impossible
"I'll stay if I am what you chose" you vowed
"Can't we be seventeen?" He pleaded
"If I am what you chose"
"If we've still got the right" he closed his eyes wanting to disappear with you still rapped around him
"'Cause you're the one I chose"
"You're the one I chose" Draco thought to himself hoping you could hear his thoughts
"You're the one I chose" you both swore to each other, making everything seem like it was ok, like you were only seventeen.