Is this a game or naww?

Chatper 3

Chapter 3

I extended my hand out for her to take it and I pulled her up. I don't know why I'm being so nice, I should be punching the shit out of her. She looked at me with total anguish like I just punched her.

"What the fuck Becc?" She yells in my face, she wanted me to kill her.

"I-" she cut me off.

"Get out of my way!" She stormed down the hallway.

"Well that was strange" Emily said rolling her eyes.

We walked into the bathroom and I stood in front if the mirror motionless, like a zombie. I stared at myself through the mirror who I didn't recognize. What happened to me?

*flashback*

It was Friday and we were at lunch. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket.

Want to do something this weekend? Kevin just texted me out of the blue.

Sure I responded back to him.

Okay come to my house

Alright see you at 8 ;)

"Omg he's so going to kiss you today! I just know it" Erin said excitedly

"Yes he is! Omg becc's going to get her first kiss" Madison chimed in.

"Hehe omg look at Becc she's blushing" Emily said and they all turned there head towards me and awed.

It like the sun was beaming down on me. I giggled thinking that Kevin is going to finally man up and kiss me. After all the years he never asked me out but he said he had deep feelings for me. I would tell him I have had those same feelings, but he never did anything about it.

Later at his house

I walked up to his blue house and stood next to the door with my finger ready to click the doorbell. But I stopped myself, what if he doesn't kiss me? What if he wanted to talk about us just being friends..which is what we are! Ugh this guy is driving me crazy.

Kevin swung the door open. "Becc? Why didn't you ring the bell?"

I blinked. "Uh..umm..well..ugh I don't know" I laughed to shake it off.

"Well come in you can go down to the basement". He said as he shut the door. When you enter his house it leads into the living room which is red with a hint of orange. It's pretty. The basement door is off to the side of the living room right before you enter the kitchen.

It's not the first time I've been to Kevin's. I come over a lot actually just to hang out or throw around the softball.

I pull open the door and head down the stairs. Am I ready for this? What if he really just wants to hang out.

My phone buzzed in my pocket as I reach the bottom to the stairs. I pull it out and flop on the couch. It's from Erin.

Clam down he's just a guy and he already likes you. You don't have to impress him just be you, Becc.

Aww I love this girl. The basement is green and a big couch and a flat screen tv, with xbox360 and playstation, ect.

"So what do you want to watch?" He asked

"Um doesn't matter you pick" I shrugged.

"The breakfast club?" He suggested.

I nod my head. And he puts it in and flops on the couch next to me.

2 hours later

"My mom is here" I walk back up the dreadful stairs

"Becc wait" he walked up to me our faces were inches apart. "I'm going to kiss you now" his lips came crashing into mine. I felt his hands traveling up my sides until they reached my neck. I put my hands in his hair and tugged a little. The kiss became more passionately so fast, he pulled me closer.

I heard the car honk outside and I pulled away from him, with the rest of my will.

"Bye Kevin" I said with the biggest smile on my face.

*end of flashback*

I'm going to break down soon, I can feel it.

I feel Emily's hand rubbing my back. "Let it go. Becc it's his lost, your an amazing person. Your hot and he's just stupid if he doesn't want you. Your one of the best damn softball players out there, even Kevin was intimidated by how good you were. You are so pretty, your not afraid to get your hands dirty, stop thinking dirty, like you love to work out cross fit is life" I laughed and I feel the tears rolling down my face "You shouldn't be with someone who doesn't do what they say they're going to do. If he's choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn't respect your feelings and needs. "Busy" is another word for "asshole." "Asshole" is another word for the guy you're dating. You deserve a fcking phone call." Emily was getting pissed off and when she realized that she was getting off topic, she put her arms around me and hugged me.

Oh crap. My phone buzzed again and guess who it was.