DISORDER (M.C.)

Why Don't You Go

HEY GUYS IT'S LUKES BIRTHDAY SO I DECIDED TO FUCKING UPDATE

HERE A PINPOINT TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUKE

•Now say happy birthday to him

I'm also really sad right now so I decided to update
So yea...anyway you kinda know what's going on with Mera and now, for Michael

Also sorry if I call Mera, Ezra because I'm just writing another sorry...that you guys should check out
Anyway...to the story...
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Michaels p.o.v.

A girl bumps into me while hiding her face with her hand
I could tell it was Mera because her short hair like no one elses, she was wearing that all black with that One Direction shirt..
Only if I could have our band merch on a shirt like that..

"Sorry" she whispers, voice cracking but once I look at her she speeds up and turns down the hallway

I turn and pass the bathroom down the hall and head down the stairs into the office doors

I walk in and head past the desks and into the nurses office

"Hello?" I say not seeing anyone as I walk in
"Oh sorry, hello sir" An Asian women comes out from the corner smiling widely
She seems so sweet I wanna puke

"U-um I was told to come her for the next period?"I say whispering, I don't even know why
"Oh, name please?" She asks nicely
"Michael Clifford" I say coming out sounding more like a question
God I hate that, being so unsure about everything, I hate it.

I sit down in one of the navy blue chairs by the wall

"Ok" she says and type my name into the computer from 1998
She goes over to the dark wooden counters and pulls out a grey drawer
She takes some medication out of it
"Here you go sweetie" she smiles sadly at me

I get so fusterated when people do that,
They find out what's wrong with me and they pity me.
I'm still human, I should be treated like one
Not like a dog with three legs name Skippy,
I just want to be treated normally

I swallow them dry and sit back down looking up and the cracked ceiling.

"Do you know what that medication is for?" she suddenly asks me
"Yea" I simply reply not taking my eyes off the ceiling, I didn't want to, for some reason it was interesting.

"Ok, just making sure" she says sweetly
I fight the urge to roll my eyes
I know she's supposed to act like that, it's her job. It's just sometimes it get annoying

"Why do I have to stay in here for the whole period, I didn't do that at my old school"
I ask not really thinking
"Because the pills you have are gonna make you loopy and it's gonna give you a bad grade in class if you can't think straight" she said glancing over to me but not really paying attention to me

I huff and pout sticking out my lip a little
"Go lay down" she says to me smiling to gesturing to the beds and the other side of the room

"Ook" I say shrugging
I get up rather quickly and run go the bed jumping on it when I come close enough to it

The nurse laughs and she looks back down to her computer
"Do you like being a nurse?" I ask her looking at the now shady cracked ceiling

"Yes dear, I love very much"
"What is love?" I sing not looking down at her
"She giggles and shakes her head to herself"
"But really, what is love?"
I ask sitting up on the bed and laying against the wall

She looks up at me and starts walking to the bed next to mine and sits on it crossing her legs and looking at me

"Love is something you really really like,like how when you have a crush but like her or him way more than a crush" she explains and me nodding my head like an idiot